At the Mercy of TiberiusEvans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
History
At the Mercy of Tiberius
Evans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
Rome -- History -- Tiberius, 14-37 -- Fiction
"I could have saved you, but you would not accept deliverance. You
thwarted every effort, tied the hands that might have set you free; and
by your own premeditated course throughout the trial, deliberately
dragged this doom down upon your head. You counted the cost, and you
elected, chose of your own free will to offer yourself as a sacrifice,
to the law, for the crime of another. You are your own merciless fate,
decreeing self-immolation. You were willing to die, in order to save
that man's life; and you can certainly summon fortitude to endure five
years' deprivation of his society; sustained by the hope that having
thereby purchased his security, you may yet reap the reward your heart
demands, reunion with its worthless, degraded idol. I have watched,
weighed, studied you; searched every stray record of your fair young
life, found the clear pages all pure; and I have doubted, marvelled
that you, lily-hearted, lily-souled, lily-handed, could cast the pearl
of your love down in the mire, to be trampled by swinish feet."
The darkness of the City of Dis that seemed to brood under the wings of
the stormy night, veiled Beryl's face; and her silence goaded him
beyond the limits of prudence, which he had warily surveyed for himself.
"Day and night, I hear the maddening echo of your accusing cry, 'You
have ruined my life!' God knows, you have as effectually ruined mine.
You have your revenge--if it comfort you to know it; but I am incapable
of your sublime renunciation. I am no patient martyr; I am, instead, an
intensely selfish man. You choose to hug the ashes of desolation; I
purpose to sweep away the wreck, to rebuild on the foundation of one
hope, which all the legions in hell cannot shake. Between you and me
the battle has only begun, and nothing but your death or my victory
will end it. You have your revenge; I intend to enjoy mine. Though he
burrow as a mole, or skulk in some fastness of Alaska, I will track and
seize that cowardly miscreant, and when the law receives its guilty
victim, you shall be freed from suspicion, freed from prison, and most
precious of all boons, you shall be freed forever from the vile
contamination of his polluting touch. For the pangs you have inflicted
on me, I will have my revenge: you shall never be profaned by the name
of wife."
Up the rocky hill toiled the horses, arching their necks as they
stooped their faces to avoid the blinding rain: and soon the huge blot
of prison walls, like a crouching monster ambushed in surrounding
gloom, barred the way.
In two windows of the second story, burned lights that borrowed lurid
rays in their passage through the mist, and seemed to glow angrily,
like the red eyes of a sullen beast of prey. The carriage stopped. A
moment after, the deputy-sheriff sprang from his wagon and rang the
bell close to the great gate. Two dogs bayed hoarsely, and somewhere in
the building an answering bell sounded.
Beryl leaned forward.
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