At the Mercy of TiberiusEvans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
History
At the Mercy of Tiberius
Evans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
Rome -- History -- Tiberius, 14-37 -- Fiction
"This is the most malignant type of an always dangerous disease that I
have ever encountered; and constant exposure to it, without the
careful, persistent use of tonic and disinfectant precautions, would be
tantamount to walking unvaccinated into a pest-house, where people were
dying of confluent small-pox. I have no desire to frighten, but it is
proper that I should warn you; and insist upon the duty of watching
your own health as closely as the symptoms of the victims you are
desirous of nursing. Will you follow the regimen I shall prescribe for
yourself?"
"Implicitly."
The warden finished filling the capsules, rose and looked at his watch.
"As far as the chances go, it is 'heads I win, tails you lose'; and
sorry enough I am to see you come down and dare the pestilence; but
since you are, I might as well say what I was asked to tell you last
night. For your sake I kept silent; now since you persist, I wash my
hands of all responsibility for the consequences. You have heard the
history of the woman Iva Le Bougeois, better known in the 'walls' as
the 'Bloody Duchess'. Two days ago the scourge struck her down; she is
very ill, the worst symptoms have appeared, and she is almost frantic
with terror. Last night, at 12 o'clock, I was going the rounds of the
sick wards, and found her wringing her hands, and running up and down
the cell like a maniac. I tried to quiet and encourage her, but she
paid no more attention than if stone deaf; and when I started to leave
her, she seized my arm, and begged me to ask you to come and stay with
her. She thinks if you would sing for her, she could listen, and forget
the horrible things that haunt her. It is positively sickening to see
her terror at the thought of death. Poor, desperate creature."
"Yet you withheld her message when I might have comforted her?"
"It was a crazy whim. In hardened cases like hers, death-bed remorse
counts for very little. Her conscience is lashing her; could you quiet
that? Could you bleach out the blood that spots her soul?"
"Yes, by leading her to One who can."
"Remember, you asked me as a special favor to keep you as far apart as
possible from all of her class."
"At that time, overwhelmed by the misery of my own fate, I was pitiless
to the sufferings of others. The rod that smote me was very cruel then;
but by degrees it seems to bud like Aaron's with precious promise, that
may expand into the immortal flowers of souls redeemed. I dwelt too
long in the seat of the Pharisees; I shall live closer to God, walking
humbly among the Publicans. Will you show me the way to the woman who
wishes to see me?"
"Not yet. There are some instructions that must be carefully weighed
before I can install you as nurse, in that dismal mire of moral and
physical corruption. Singleton, send the hospital steward to me."
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