At the Mercy of TiberiusEvans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
History
At the Mercy of Tiberius
Evans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
Rome -- History -- Tiberius, 14-37 -- Fiction
She staggered twice across the length of the cell, then tottered and
fell back on the cot. At every respiration the thin nostrils flared,
and the glazed ring below the eyes lost its sullen red tinge, took on
blue shadows.
"I did not know then I was to lose my child also; but before long, all
the scheme was made clear. Allen sued for a divorce. He wanted to shake
me off; and he persuaded himself all the foul things my enemies had
concocted must be true. I had lost his love; I was too proud to show my
torn heart to the world; and men make the laws to suit themselves, and
they help each other to break chains that gall, so Allen was set free.
I shut myself up in two rooms, with my boy, and saw no one. Even then,
though my heart was breaking, and I wept away the lonely days--longing
for the sight of my husband's face, starving for the sound of his
voice--I bore up; because I knew I was innocent, and unjustly censured,
and I had my child to comfort me. He slept in my arms and kept me
human; and we were all the world to each other.
"Then the last blow fell. There came a note, whose every word bit my
heart like an adder. Allen demanded the boy, whom the law gave to his
guardianship; and I was warned I must make no attempt to see him after
he was taken away, because he would be taught to forget me. I refused.
I dared the officer to lay hands on my little one, and I was so frantic
with grief, the man had compassion, and left me. Two nights afterward,
I rocked him to sleep and put him in bed. His arms fell from my neck;
half aroused, he nestled his face to mine--kissed me. I went into the
next room, to finish a shirt I was making for him, and I shut the door,
fearing the noise of the machine would wake him. I sewed half an hour,
and--when I went back, the bed was empty, my child was gone.
"I think I went utterly mad then. I can remember putting my lips to the
dent on the little ruffled pillow, where his head had lain, and
swearing that I would have my revenge.
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