At the Mercy of TiberiusEvans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
History
At the Mercy of Tiberius
Evans, Augusta J. (Augusta Jane)
Rome -- History -- Tiberius, 14-37 -- Fiction
Accepting the theory that the young convict was sustained and animated
by her devotion to a guilty lover, Leo fully understood that Lennox,
even were he mad enough to sacrifice his pride, could indulge no
expectation of ever winning the love of the prisoner; and despite her
efforts to regard their rupture as final, she had faintly hoped that he
would cross the ocean, and in person urge a renewal of the betrothal.
The test of absence had proved as effectual as she intended it should
be, and his letter proclaimed the humiliating fact, that while honor
inspired him to hold out his wrists for conjugal manacles, honor
equally constrained him to spare her the wrong and insult of insincere
professions of tenderness.
Had she found it possible to condemn him as unworthy, it would have
diminished the pain of surrendering the brightest hope of her life; for
contempt is the balm a lofty soul offers a bruised heart, but she was
just, even in her anguish; and that when barbed the arrow, was the
mortifying consciousness that compassion for her was the strongest
motive which dictated the carefully phrased letter. She was far too
proud to parley with the temptation to accept the shadow in lieu of the
substance; and twenty-four hours after the arrival of the final appeal,
her answer was speeding with wings of steam across the ocean.
"DEAR LENNOX:
"My heart overflows with gratitude for all the affectionate interest,
the kind solicitude, the innumerable thoughtful attentions you have so
indefatigably shown to Aunt Patty, in the sad complication of
misfortunes that so suddenly overwhelmed her; and I feel the inadequacy
of any attempt to express my thanks. Your letter can only rivet more
indissolubly the links of an affectionate friendship that must always
bind you and me; but the future can hold no renewal of pledges which I
feel assured would conduce neither to your happiness, nor to mine. Let
us embalm the past and bury it tenderly; raising no mound to trip our
friendly feet in years to come. The serenity of our future might be
marred by retrospective gleams of the beautiful ring that once enclosed
two lives; hence, I have ordered the diamonds reset in the form of a
four-leaved clover, which will be sent to dear Kittie as an auspicious
omen.
"With undiminished esteem, and unshaken confidence, and with a prayer
for your happiness, which will always be dear to me, I remain,
"Your sincerely attached friend,
"LEO."
The majority of men, and a large class of women, bury their dead, and
straightway begin assiduously the cultivation of all that promises
oblivion; but Leo's nature was deeper, more intense; and while she made
no audible moan, and shed no tears, she accepted the fact that earthly
existence had lost its coveted crown, and that her aching heart was the
dark grave of a beautiful hope that could know no resurrection. To-day
she asked herself: "What shall I do with my life?"
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