And then, for the first time, he realised his utter responsibility to
this girl who so gaily and audaciously relieved him of it. And he
understood how pitifully unarmed she really stood, and how imminent
the necessity for him to forge for himself the armour of character,
and to wear it eternally for his own safety as well as hers.
"Good night, dear," he said.
In her new and magnificent self-confidence she turned and put both
arms around his neck, drawing his lips against hers.
But after he had gone she leaned against the closed door, less
confident, her heart beating too fast and hard to entirely justify
this new enfranchisement of the body, or her overwhelming faith in
its wise and trusted guardian, the mind.
And he went soberly on his way through the rain to his hotel, troubled
but determined upon his new role as his own soul's armourer. All that
was in him of romance and of chivalry was responding passionately to
the girl's unconscious revelation of her new need.
For now he realised that her boasted armour was of gauze; he could see
her naked heart beating behind it; he beheld, through the shield she
lifted on high to protect them both, the moon shining with its false,
reflected light.
Never did Athalie stand in such dire need of the armour she supposed
that she was wearing.
And he must put on his own, rapidly, and rivet it fast--the inflexible
mail of character which alone can shield such souls as his--and hers.
* * * * *
When he came into his own room, a thick letter from his wife lay on
the table. Before he broke the seal he laid aside his wet garments,
being in no haste to read any more of the now incessant reproaches and
complaints with which Winifred had recently deluged him.
[Illustration: "Finally ... he cut the envelope and seated himself
beside the lamp."]
Finally, when he was ready, he cut the envelope and seated himself
beside the lamp. She wrote from the house in Kent:
"It was a very different matter when you were travelling
about and I could say that you were off on another exploring
expedition. But your return from South America was mentioned
in the London papers; and the fact that you are now not
only in New York but that you have also gone into business
there is known and is the subject of comment.
"I shall be, as usual, perfectly frank with you; I do not
care whether you are here or not; in fact I infinitely
prefer your absence to your presence. But your engaging in
business in New York is a very different matter, and creates
a different situation for me.
"You like to travel. Why don't you do it? I don't care to be
the subject of gossip; and I shall be--am, no doubt,
already,--because you are making the situation too plain and
too public.
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