Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Only momentarily, in those days of early summer, had he wavered in his
determination to make this lady his wife. Pride was at the root of his
being,--pride and a deep self-will; though because they were so sunken,
and because poisonous roots can flower most deceivingly, he neither
called himself nor was called of others a proud and willful man. He
wished Evelyn for his wife; nay, more, though on May Day he had shown
her that he loved her not, though in June he had offered her a love
that was only admiring affection, yet in the past month at Westover he
had come almost to believe that he loved her truly. That she was worthy
of true love he knew very well. With all his strength of will, he had
elected to forget the summer that lay behind him at Fair View, and to
live in the summer that was with him at Westover. His success had been
gratifying; in the flush of it, he persuaded himself that a chamber of
the heart had been locked forever, and the key thrown away. And lo now!
a touch, the sudden sight of a name, and the door had flown wide; nay,
the very walls were rived away! It was not a glance over the shoulder;
it was full presence in the room so lately sealed.
He knew that Evelyn loved him. It was understood of all their
acquaintance that he was her suitor; months ago he had formally craved
her father’s permission to pay his addresses. There were times in those
weeks at Westover when she had come nigh to yielding, to believing that
he loved her; he was certain that with time he would have his way....
But the room, the closed room, in which now he sat!
He buried his face in his hands, and was suddenly back in spirit in his
garden at Fair View. The cherries were ripe; the birds were singing:
great butterflies went by. The sunshine beat on the dial, on the walks,
and the smell of the roses was strong as wine. His senses swam with the
warmth and fragrance; the garden enlarged itself, and blazed in beauty.
Never was sunshine so golden as that; never were roses so large, never
odors so potent-sweet. A spirit walked in the garden paths: its name
was Audrey.... No, it was speaking, speaking words of passion and of
woe.... Its name was Eloïsa!
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