Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
“I have a friend,” she said aloud. “Have you not been to me the kindest
friend, the most generous”--She faltered, but presently went on, a
strange courage coming to her. She had turned slightly toward him,
though she looked not at him, but upward to where the light streamed
through the high window. It fell now upon her face. “It is a great
thing to save life,” she said. “To save a soul alive, how much greater!
To have kept one soul in the knowledge that there is goodness, mercy,
tenderness, God; to have given it bread to eat where it sat among the
stones, water to drink where all the streams were dry,--oh, a king
might be proud of that! And that is what you have done for me.... When
you sailed away, so many years ago, and left me with the minister and
his wife, they were not always kind. But I knew that you thought them
so, and I always said to myself, ‘If he knew, he would be sorry for
me.’ At last I said, ‘He is sorry for me; there is the sea, and he
cannot come, but he knows, and is sorry.’ It was make-believe,--for
you thought that I was happy, did you not?--but it helped me very
much. I was only a child, you know, and I was so very lonely. I could
not think of mother and Molly, for when I did I saw them as--as I had
seen them last. The dark scared me, until I found that I could pretend
that you were holding my hand, as you used to do when night came in
the valley. After a while I had only to put out my hand, and yours
was there waiting for it. I hope that you can understand--I want you
to know how large is my debt.... As I grew, so did the debt. When I
was a girl it was larger than when I was a child. Do you know with
whom I have lived all these years? There is the minister, who comes
reeling home from the crossroads ordinary, who swears over the dice,
who teaches cunning that he calls wisdom, laughs at man and scarce
believes in God. His hand is heavy; this is his mark.” She held up her
bruised wrist to the light, then let the hand drop. When she spoke
of the minister, she made a gesture toward the shadows growing ever
thicker and darker in the body of the house. It was as though she saw
him there, and was pointing him out. “There is the minister’s wife,”
she said, and the motion of her hand again accused the shadows. “Oh,
their roof has sheltered me; I have eaten of their bread. But truth is
truth. There is the schoolmaster with the branded hands. He taught me,
you know. There is”--she was looking with wide eyes into the deepest of
the shadows--“there is Hugon!” Her voice died away. Haward did not move
or speak, and for a minute there was silence in the dusky playhouse.
Audrey broke it with a laugh, soft, light, and clear, that came oddly
upon the mood of the hour. Presently she was speaking again: “Do you
think it strange that I should laugh? I laughed to think I have escaped
them all. Do you know that they call me a dreamer? Once, deep in the
woods, I met the witch who lives at the head of the creek. She told me
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