Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Audrey passed her hand over her eyes and brow and pushed back her heavy
hair. “Oh, I have wronged her!” she cried. “I have taken her portion.
If once she was cruel to me, yet to-day she kissed me, her tears fell
upon my face. That which I have robbed her of I want not.... Oh, my
heart, my heart!”
“‘T is I, not you, who have wronged this lady,” said Haward, after a
pause. “I have, I hope, her forgiveness. Is this the fault that keeps
you from me?”
Audrey answered not, but leaned against the window and looked at the
cloud in the south that was now an amethyst island. Haward went closer
to her. “Is it,” he said, “is it because in my mind I sinned against
you, Audrey, because I brought upon you insult and calumny? Child,
child! I am of the world. That I did all this is true, but now I would
not purchase endless bliss with your least harm, and your name is more
to me than my own. Forgive me, Audrey, forgive the past.” He bowed his
head as he stood before her.
Audrey gazed at him with wide, dry eyes whose lids burned. A hot color
had risen to her cheek; at her heart was a heavier aching, a fuller
knowledge of loss. “There is no past,” she said. “It was a dream and a
lie. There is only to-day ... _and you are a stranger_.”
The purple cloud across the river began to darken; there came again the
lonely cry of the bird; in the house quarter the slaves were singing
as they went about their work. Suddenly Audrey laughed. It was sad
laughter, as mocking and elfin and mirthless a sound as was ever heard
in autumn twilight. “A stranger!” she repeated. “I know you by your
name, and that is all. You are Mr. Marmaduke Haward of Fair View, while
I--I am Darden’s Audrey!”
She curtsied to him, so changed, so defiant, so darkly beautiful, that
he caught his breath to behold her. “You are all the world to me!” he
cried. “Audrey, Audrey! Look at me, listen to me!”
He would have approached her, would have seized her hand, but she
waved him back. “Oh, the world! We must think of that! What would they
say, the Governor and the Council, and the people who go to balls,
and all the great folk you write to in England,--what would they say
if you married me? Mr. Marmaduke Haward of Fair View, the richest man
in Virginia! Mr. Marmaduke Haward, the man of taste, the scholar, the
fine gentleman, proud of his name, jealous of his honor! And Darden’s
Audrey, who hath gone barefoot on errands to most houses in Fair View
parish! Darden’s Audrey, whom the preacher pointed out to the people
in Bruton church! They would call you mad; they would give you cap
and bells; they would say, ‘Does he think that he can make her one of
us?--her that we turned and looked long upon in Bruton church, when the
preacher called her by a right name’”--
“Child, for God’s sake!” cried Haward.
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