Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Into Mistress Stagg’s life had struck a shaft of colored light, had
come a note of strange music, had flown a bird of paradise. It was
and it was not her dead child come again. She knew that her Lucy had
never been thus, and the love that she gave Audrey was hardly mother
love. It was more nearly an homage, which, had she tried, she could
not have explained. When they were alone together, Audrey called the
older woman “mother,” often knelt and laid her head upon the other’s
lap or shoulder. In all her ways she was sweet and duteous, grateful
and eager to serve. But her spirit dwelt in a rarer air, and there
were heights and depths where the waif and her protectress might not
meet. To this the latter gave dumb recognition, and though she could
not understand, yet loved her protégée. At night, in the playhouse,
this love was heightened into exultant worship. At all times there was
delight in the girl’s beauty, pride in the comment and wonder of the
town, self-congratulation and the pleasing knowledge that wisdom is
vindicated of its children. Was not all this of her bringing about? Did
it not first occur to her that the child might take Jane Day’s place?
Even Charles, who strutted and plumed himself and offered his snuffbox
to every passer-by, must acknowledge that! Mistress Stagg stopped her
sewing to laugh triumphantly, then fell to work more diligently than
ever; for it was her pleasure to dress Darden’s Audrey richly, in
soft colors, heavy silken stuffs upon which was lavished a wealth of
delicate needlework. It was chiefly while she sat and sewed upon these
pretty things, with Audrey, book on knee, close beside her, that her
own child seemed to breathe again.
Audrey thanked her and kissed her, and wore what she was given to
wear, nor thought how her beauty was enhanced. If others saw it, if
the wonder grew by what it fed on, if she was talked of, written of,
pledged, and lauded by a frank and susceptible people, she knew of all
this little enough, and for what she knew cared not at all. Her days
went dreamily by, nor very sad nor happy; full of work, yet vague and
unmarked as desert sands. What was real was a past that was not hers,
and those dead women to whom night by night she gave life and splendor.
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