Virginia -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
Haward moved restlessly. “A generous thing,” he answered. “Ay, it
was generous. I can do such things at times, and why I do them who
can tell? Not I! Do you think that I care for that grim Highlander,
who drinks my death in place of my health, who is of a nation that I
dislike, and a party that is not mine?”
She shook her head. “I do not know. And yet you helped him.”
Haward left the window, and came and sat beside her. “Yes, I helped
him. I am not sure, but I think I did it because, when first we met,
he told me that he hated me, and meant the thing he said. It is my
humor to fix my own position in men’s minds; to lose the thing I have
that I may gain the thing I have not; to overcome, and never prize the
victory; to hunt down a quarry, and feel no ardor in the chase; to
strain after a goal, and yet care not if I never reach it.”
He took her fan in his hand, and fell to counting the slender ivory
sticks. “I tread the stage as a fine gentleman,” he said. “It is the
part for which I was cast, and I play it well with proper mien and
gait. I was not asked if I would like the part, but I think that I do
like it, as much as I like anything. Seeing that I must play it, and
that there is that within me which cries out against slovenliness, I
play it as an artist should. Magnanimity goes with it, does it not, and
generosity, courtesy, care for the thing which is, and not for that
which seems? Why, then, with these and other qualities I strive to
endow the character.”
He closed the fan, and, leaning back in his chair, shaded his eyes with
his hand. “When the lights are out,” he said; “when forever and a night
the actor bids the stage farewell; when, stripped of mask and tinsel,
he goes home to that Auditor who set him his part, then perhaps he
will be told what manner of man he is. The glass that now he dresses
before tells him not; but he thinks a truer glass would show a shrunken
figure.”
He sat in silence for a moment; then laughed, and gave her back her
fan. “Am I to come to Westover, Evelyn?” he asked. “Your father
presses, and I have not known what answer to make him.”
“You will give us pleasure by your coming,” she said gently and at
once. “My father wishes your advice as to the ordering of his library;
and you know that my pretty stepmother likes you well.”
“Will it please you to have me come?” he asked, with his eyes upon her
face.
She met his gaze very quietly. “Why not?” she answered simply. “You
will help me in my flower garden, and sing with me in the evening, as
of old.”
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