It was early one morning about a week after the funeral. Hardy had gone
to his grave, followed last by his friends, and first by his next of
kin, Audrey, and the man who had Lavernac. Audrey was still (as she
always had been) his affectionate cousin. The fact was expressly stated
on the visiting-card attached to the flowers wherewith she had covered
his coffin.
It was in Katherine's bedroom. Katherine was still in bed, waiting for
Audrey to be dressed before her. Audrey was sitting at the
dressing-table brushing her hair, twisting it into the big coil that
shone like copper on the surface, with a dull dark red at the heart of
it. She had on Katherine's white dressing-gown and Katherine's slippers.
She had laughed when she put them on, they were so ridiculously large
for her tiny feet.
Audrey was rebounding after the pressure that had been put on her during
the last ten days. The weight was lifted now. After all, she had not
felt herself an important actor in that drama of death. Death himself
had come and waived her coldly aside. She had been nothing in that
household filled with his presence. Here again she had been overpowered
by one of those unseen, incomprehensible things that she could not
grasp, but that crushed her and made her of no account. At times, in her
misery, she had even felt a vague, faint jealousy of the dead. But since
the day of the funeral her supple nature had unbent. She could talk now,
and she talked incessantly, generally about Vincent.
She had begun by monopolising his memory, making it a sacred possession
of her own, till not even that consolation was left to Katherine. Audrey
stood between her and every scene connected in her mind with Vincent;
the figure of Audrey seemed to draw nearer and grow larger, until it
covered everything else. Her stream of talk was blotting out the
impressions that Katherine most longed to keep, giving to the past a
transient character of its own. She was killing remembrance; and there
came upon Katherine a fear of the forgetfulness where all things end.
And now, as she lay there watching Audrey, she recalled the truth that
she had lost sight of since Vincent's death--the truth that he had told
her. He would have loved her--if it had not been for Audrey. She had
begun to realise the intensity of the duel which had been between Audrey
and her from the first.
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