"I'd no right to think anything at all about it, but I know some women
take him for a hierophant."
"Some women? Do you think I'm like them?"
"You are like nothing but yourself. I was only afraid that he might
persuade you to renounce yourself and become somebody else, which would
be a pity."
"Don't be alarmed. I'm not so impressionable as you think."
"Aren't you? Be frank. Didn't you feel to-night that he might have a
revelation for you?"
"No. And yet it's odd you should say so. I have felt that, but--not with
him. I shall never come under that influence."
"I hope not." (It was delightful to have Langley Wyndham "hoping" and
being "afraid" for her.) "He belongs to the dead--you to the living."
What a thing it is to have a sense of style, to know the words that
consecrate a moment! They were crossing Westminster Bridge now, and
Audrey looked back. On the Lambeth end of the bridge Ted and Katherine
were leaning over the parapet; she looked at them as she might have
looked at two figures in a crowd. Lambeth and St. Teresa's seemed very
far away. She said so, and her tone implied that she had left illusion
behind her on the Surrey side.
Wyndham said good-bye at Westminster. Audrey was not quite pleased with
his manner of hailing a hansom; it implied a conscious loss of valuable
time.
"What fools we were to let him catch us up," said Ted as they walked
towards Pimlico. Audrey made no answer. She was saying to herself that
Langley Wyndham had read her, and--well, she hardly thought he would
take the trouble to read anything that was not interesting.
CHAPTER XII
Audrey had made a faint protest against Wyndham's realistic presentation
of Flaxman Reed. In doing so she was not guided by any insight into the
character of that divine, or by any sympathy with his aims. Indeed she
could not have understood him if she had tried. Her thoughts had never
travelled along that avenue of time down which Wyndham had tracked his
pathetic figure to the thirteenth century. She merely wanted to avoid a
slavish acquiescence in Wyndham's view, to guard a characteristic
intellectual attitude. Intellect has its responsibilities, and she was
anxious to show herself impartial. In all this Flaxman Reed counted for
nothing. It was intolerable to her that Wyndham should have classed her
even for a moment with those weak emotional creatures who submitted to
his influence. Why, he might just as well have said that she was
influenced by Ted Haviland; the fact being that no engaged woman ever
preserved her independence more completely than she had done. Had
devotion to Ted interfered with her appreciation of Wyndham? Then she
reflected that Wyndham did not know about her engagement any more than
other people.
So when Mr. Flaxman Reed called, as he did on Monday afternoon, Audrey
met him with a mind secure against any malignant charm. His most
innocent remarks excited her suspicion.
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