“They are paid,” Mrs. North said. “Don’t be distressed about them and
many others—lace-handkerchiefs, shoes, all sorts of things. Don’t tell
her. She would think I had taken a liberty or committed a solecism,” and
she made a little wry face. “But what I really wanted to see you about,
Mrs. Hibbert, was Madame Celestine’s bill. I am afraid I can’t manage
that all by myself; it is too long. Madame Celestine, of course, is
sweetly miserable, for she thinks the old lady has vanished into space.
She came to me yesterday. It seems that she went to you a few days ago,
but you were out, and she was glad of it when she discovered that Mrs.
Baines was your aunt, for she doesn’t want to offend you. She came to me
again to-day. She is very miserable. I believe it will turn her hair
grey. Oh, it is too funny.”
“I don’t think it is at all funny.”
“But indeed it is, for I don’t believe Mrs. Baines will ever be able to
pay the fifteen pounds; in fact, we know that she won’t. Probably it is
worrying her a good deal. I have been wondering whether something could
not be done; if you and I, for instance, were to arrange it between us.”
“You are very good, Mrs. North,” Florence said, against her will.
“Oh no, but I am sorry for her, and it vexes and worries me to think
that she is annoyed. I want to get rid of that vexation, and will pay
something to do so. That is what most generosity comes to,” Mrs. North
went on, with mock cynicism, “the purchase of a pleasant feeling for
one’s self, or the getting rid of an unpleasant one. There is little
really unselfish goodness in the world, and when one meets it, as a
rule, it isn’t charming, it isn’t fascinating; one feels that one would
rather be without it.” She rose as she spoke. “Well,” she asked, “what
shall we do? I’ll pay one half of the old lady’s bill if you will pay
the other half.”
“You are very good,” Florence repeated, wonderingly.
“No; but I expect you are,” and Mrs. North showed two rows of little
white teeth. “I should think you are a model of virtue,” she added, with
an almost childlike air of frankness, which made it impossible to take
offence at her words, though Florence felt that at best she was only
regarded as the possessor of a quality that just before her visitor had
denounced.
“Why,” she asked, smiling against her will, “do I look like a model of
virtue?”
“Oh yes, you are almost Madonna-like,” Mrs. North said, with a sigh. “I
wish I were like you, only—only I think I should get very tired of
myself. I get tired now; till a reaction comes. But a reaction to the
purely good must be tame at best.”
“You are very clever,” Florence said, almost without knowing it, and
shrinking from her again.
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