But Florence could not feel as compassionate as she desired. She smarted
under the loss of her money; there was nothing at all to represent it,
and Aunt Anne did not seem to have the least idea that it had been of
any consequence. Florence got up and put the books away, looking across
at Aunt Anne while she did so. The expression on the old lady’s face was
set, and almost angry; her lips were firmly closed. She was working at
Catty’s little dress. She was a beautiful needle-woman, and embroidered
cuffs and collars on the children’s things that were a source of joyful
pride to their mother. But even the host of stitches would not pay the
week’s bills. If only Aunt Anne could be made to understand the value of
money, Florence thought—but it was no use thinking, for her foolish,
housekeeping heart was full of domestic woe. She went upstairs to her
own room, and, like a real woman who makes no pretence to
strong-mindedness, sat down to cry.
“If Walter were only back,” she sobbed, as she rubbed her tearful face
against the cushions on the back of the basket-chair by the fireside.
“If he were here I should not mind, I might even laugh then. But after I
have tried and tried so hard to save and to spend so little, it is hard,
and I don’t know what to do.” She pulled out Walter’s letter and read it
again by way of getting a little comfort, and as she did so, felt the
envelope containing the receipts of the bills Mrs. North had paid. She
did not believe that Aunt Anne cared whether they were paid or not paid.
She always seemed to think that the classes, who were what she pleased
to consider beneath her, were invented simply for her use and
convenience, and that protest in any shape on their part was mere
impertinence.
The day dragged by. The children prevented the early dinner from being
as awkward as it might have been. Mrs. Baines was cold and courteous.
Florence had no words to say. She would make it up with the old lady in
the evening, when they were alone, she thought. Of course she would have
to make it up. Meanwhile, she would go for a long walk, it would do her
good. She could think things over quietly, as she tramped along a lonely
road between the hedges of faded gorse and heather. But it was late in
the afternoon before she had energy enough to start. On her way out, she
put her head in at the dining-room door. Mrs. Baines was there with the
morning paper, which had just come. She was evidently excited and
agitated, and held the paper in one hand while she looked out towards
the garden. But she seemed to have forgotten all the unpleasantness of
the morning when she spoke.
“My love, are you going out?” she asked.
“I thought you had an engagement, Aunt Anne, and would not want me.”
“That is true, my dear, and I shall be glad to be alone for a little
while, if you will forgive me for saying it. There is an announcement in
the paper that gives me the deepest pain, Florence. Sir William Rammage
is ill again—he is confined to his room.”
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