“Yes; but if you would permit me, my love, I should like to leave you
something.”
“Then I couldn’t make the will, for it would not be legal; besides, I am
rich enough, you kind old lady. Shall I begin?”
“Stop one moment, my dear; will you give me a little _sal volatile_
first, and let me rest for five minutes?”
She closed her eyes, but it was not to sleep; she appeared to be
thinking of something that disturbed her. When she looked up again she
was almost panting with excitement as well as weakness, and there was
the fierce, yet frightened, look in her eyes that had been in them when
she opened the front door to turn Alfred Wimple out of the house.
“I want you to do something for me,” she said, almost in a whisper—“I
want you to have a sum of money, and to get it to him”—she could not
make herself utter his name—“on condition that he goes out of the
country with it. Let him go to Australia with the woman——”
“Yes,” Mrs. North said, seeing she hesitated.
“She is not in his position, and could never be received in society.”
“No, dear,” Mrs. North said, reflecting that Mr. Wimple’s own position
was not particularly exalted.
“I want him to go out of the country,” Aunt Anne went on—“as far away
as possible; I cannot breathe the same air with him, or bear to think
that he is beneath the same sky. It is pollution; it is hurrying me out
of life; it is most repugnant to me to think that when I am dead he will
frequently be within only a few miles of this cottage and of my dear
Walter and Florence”—she stopped for a moment, and shuddered, and put
her thin hands, one over the other, under her chin. “When I am dead and
buried,” she went on, “I believe I should know if his body were put
underground, too, in the same country with me, and feel the desecration.
It has killed me; it has made me eager to die. But I want to know that
he will go away—that none of those I care for will ever see his face
again; it will be a sacrilege if he even passes them in the street. I
want him to have a sum of money, and to go away.”
“I will take care that he has it,” Mrs. North said gently, “I will speak
to the Hibberts. But, Aunt Anne,” she asked, “don’t you think you might
forgive him? He shall go away, but you would not like to die without
forgiving him?” Mrs. North did not for a moment expect her to do it, or
even wish it, but she felt it almost a duty to say what she did from a
little notion, as old-fashioned as one of Aunt Anne’s perhaps, about
dying in charity with all men.
“No, you must not ask me to do that”—and her voice was determined. “I
cannot; it was too terrible.”
“And I am very glad,” Mrs. North said, having eased her conscience with
the previous remark—“a slightly revengeful spirit comforts one so
much.”
“Don’t let us ever speak of him again, even you and I. I want to shut
him out of the little bit of life I have left.”
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