Dr. Carmon came over and stood beside her and laid his hand on her
shoulder and stood quiet a minute.
"I need you, Jane!" he said at last. "I can't tell you how I need you!"
She turned and looked up at him then, her face quivering in little
lights. "Well--I guess it's all right--the way I feel! It's the way the
Lord made me, anyhow! _I_ don't want to be this way!" She brushed her
hand across her eyes and smiled at him a little tremulously.
He was looking down--his face almost grave in its quiet happiness.... "I
don't quite believe it, Jane--that you are coming to live with me----"
"But I'm not!" She got up quickly.
He faced her. "You said--" He gazed at her.
"I said I--that--I--loved you!" She threw it at him. "That's bad enough,
I hope--without having to leave my hospital!" A fine, clear color had
come into her face.
He watched it smilingly. "I'll come here to live!" he announced.
"I can't have you! You wouldn't like it! It wouldn't be good for
you--living with your work!... Oh--dear!"
She wrestled with it and he watched the disturbed face, with happy,
affectionate eyes.
"Don't bother--Jane!" he said softly.
"Of course I've got my wing--" She paused on it. "You can come and live
in my wing.... That's the best I can do for you!" She threw out her
hands, half laughing, half crying, and he took them and led her to the
rocking-chair and put her in it and stood beside her.
"I wonder if you need another powder," he said reflectively.
"Mercy--no!... Sit down!"
He sat down and she looked at him--and at his shabby, crumpled
clothes--with brimming eyes.
"Here I am, being happy! And I've been using other folks' happiness so
long, I don't hardly know what to do with any of my own--happiness that
belongs just to me!"
"It doesn't belong just to you!" said Dr. Carmon sternly. "You are the
most self-centred woman I ever knew!" he added.
"Yes, I suppose I am!" sighed Aunt Jane. She rocked happily and looked
at it.
"I'm going to teach you how to be happy!" said Frederic Carmon. "I can
teach you! There are several things I can teach you, I suspect." He said
it slowly. His eye dwelt on her.... "For one thing, you are not going to
have your own way so much as you have--it's not good for you!"
"Oh!" said Aunt Jane. She sat very still looking at it--and the face in
its white cap smiled in little, gentle, breaking lines.
End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Aunt Jane, by Jennette Lee
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