A later memory than this is of a place that was scarcely more than a
paved court lying between high brick walls. But because we children
wanted a garden so much, we called it by that name; and here and there
a little of Mother Earth's bosom, left uncovered, gave us some warrant
for the misnomer. Yet the spot was not without its beauties, and a
less exacting child might have found content within its boundaries.
Here was the Indian peach tree, whose pink blossoms told us that
spring had come. Its fruit in the late summer was like the pomegranate
in its rich color, "blood-tinctured with a veined humanity;" and its
friendly limbs held a swing in which we cleft the air like the birds.
Yet even now the sight of an Indian peach brings melancholy thoughts.
A yellow honeysuckle clambered over a wall. But this flower has no
perfume, and a honeysuckle without perfume is a base pretender, to be
cast out of the family of the real sweet-scented honeysuckle. There
were two roses of similar quality, one that detestable mockery known
as the burr-rose. I have for this flower the feeling of repulsion that
one has for certain disagreeable human beings,--people with cold,
clammy hands, for instance. I hated its feeble pink color, its rough
calyx, and its odor always made me think of vast fields of snow, and
icicles hanging from snow-covered roofs under leaden wintry skies.
Unhappy mistake to call such a thing a rose, and plant it in a child's
garden! The only place where it might fitly grow is by the side of the
road that led Childe Roland to the Dark Tower: between the bit of
"stubbed ground" and the marsh near to the "palsied oak," with its
roots set in the "bog, clay and rubble, sand and stark black dearth."
The other rose I recall with the same dislike, though it was pleasing
to the eye. The bush was tall, and had the nature of a climber; for it
drooped in a lackadaisical way, and had to be tied to a stout post. I
think it could have stood upright, had it chosen to do so; and its
drooping seemed only an ugly habit, without grace. The cream-white
flowers grew in clusters, and the buds were really beautiful, but
color and form are only the body of the rose; the soul, the real self,
is the rose odor, and no rose-soul was incarnated in its petals. Again
and again, deceived by its beauty, I would hold it close to my face to
breathe its fragrance, and always its faint sickening-sweet odor
brought me only disappointment and disgust. It was a Lamia among
roses. Another peculiarity was that it had very few thorns, and those
few were small and weak. Yet the thorn is as much a part of the true
rose as its sweetness; and lacking the rose thorn and the rose
perfume, what claim had it to the rose name? I never saw this false
rose elsewhere than in the false garden, and because it grew there,
and because it dishonored its royal family, I would not willingly meet
it face to face again.
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