These vestiges of Puritanism Aurora did not recognize as such, but yet
her mind as she was practicing self-discipline turned, without seeking
for the reason, toward the person who had done most to inculcate in her
the doctrine that if you like to do a thing that itself is almost surely
a sign of the thing being wicked, and that if you dislike it it is very
probably your duty.
While she continued to appear the signora to whom the servants' eyes
were accustomed, albeit a trifle more absent and unsmiling, she was to
herself a young girl in a far country, living and moving in scenes of
difficulty and misunderstanding with a sharp-chinned, narrow-chested,
timidly-beloved just woman--her mother, long since laid to rest....
There was nothing from outside to dispel the faint heartache
accompanying this retrospection; wind and rain against the windows were
more proper to increase the melancholy, and Aurora, suddenly sick of
staying up to be blue, wound her yarn to start for bed. But first, for
just a moment, she would go down-stairs, she thought, and have a look at
her portrait, for that was the most comforting thing to do that she
could think of. She loved her portrait as a child loves its favorite
toy.
This she was intending when the sound of the door-bell at once stopped
and cheered her by the possibility it held out of some diversion. Vitale
entered with a package.
Catching in what he said the name Gaetano, Aurora took it to mean that
Gaetano had brought the package. He was waiting below, she did not
doubt. Gaetano was Giovanna's nephew, and had more than once come on
errands from Gerald. Saying, "_Aspettare_!" she hastened into her
room for the porte-monnaie which resided in her top drawer. From this
she drew a reward that should make the journey through night and rain
from Gerald's house to hers seem no hardship. Her blues had vanished.
Before removing the rain-splashed newspaper, she gazed for a moment at
the package, trying to guess what it could be. It was square, flat,
about a foot and a half one way by a foot the other. What was Gerald
Fane sending her like that without any enlightening missive? A note
might be inside. She cut the string, took off the newspaper, to find a
second wrapper of clean white drawing-paper. After touching and
pinching, she guessed the object to be a picture-frame and picture.
Filled with curiosity, she pulled off the last wrapping, and with a face
at first very blank stared before her....
It was a painting, one of the kind she had seen at Gerald's studio and
not liked.
Different though it was from the portrait down-stairs,--as different as
poverty from riches, as twilight from day,--she could yet see that this
also was meant for a portrait of herself. She remembered tying that blue
neckerchief over her head and under her chin one evening, trying to look
like an Italian in her _pezzola_, to make the others laugh.
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