"Don't talk like that, Gerald!" cried Aurora. "Don't say anything so
awful! Now keep still while I talk, listen while I tell you. You're
going on painting in your own way, but some one--see?--some one is going
to arise bright enough to recognize how perfectly wonderful your
pictures are. Keep still. You mustn't despise success, you know, success
is what everybody needs and wants. You're going to succeed. Keep still.
Stupid people will want to buy your pictures because the people who know
about such things have told the public how wonderful they are. Then
you'll grow rich and famous. You won't be either eccentric or solitary.
You'll have hosts of admiring friends. I guess you could have them now,
if you wanted to. You won't be melancholy. You'll be happy. In your home
there will be a nice wife. Why are you supposing you'll never marry? A
dear true beautiful girl who thinks the world of you and that you think
the world of. And when you're an old gentleman with your grandchildren
playing at your knee, you'll say to yourself, 'Aurora told me so!'"
She was all cheering smiles and dimples again.
"Be sure you remember now," she said, holding up a finger and shaking it
to mark her bidding, "to say to yourself, 'Aurora told me so!'"
It was a pity almost that Gerald should not have gone home at that
point. He would have left with undividedly fond and approving feelings;
he would have left tied to Aurora by a thousand sweet humanities in
common, as well as impressed afresh by the depth and mysteriousness of
woman. But he had either forgotten or was disregarding the hour--the
clock on the mantelpiece, like most ornamental clocks, was not going;
the bliss of being warm for the first time in days, warm through and
through, warm to the middle of his heart, made him careless of
correctness; and so he stayed on, to be rudely jarred by and by out of
his contentment, and take with him finally into the night a renewed,
even sharpened, perception of those exasperating faults which made Mrs.
Hawthorne, as he named it, impossible.
Because they seemed to be on such solid terms of friendship after the
long evening before the fire, when they had sorrowed together and
sympathized; when he had been permitted to hold and press her hands;
when with a veritable mutual outgoing of the heart they had vied in
prophesying for each other fair and happy days, Gerald found the
boldness--and found it without much strain--the boldness to utter a
request which had burned on his lips before, but which he had repressed,
saying to himself that what Mrs. Hawthorne did was no affair of his.
"Aurora," he said--she was after this evening Mrs. Hawthorne to him only
in the hearing of others,--"Aurora, I want to ask a favor, a great
favor."
"Go ahead. I guess it's granted."
"I wish I felt sure; but I'm afraid. Say you will not take part in the
amateur variety show at _mi-carême_."
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