Autobiography and Letters of Orville Dewey, D.D.: Edited by His DaughterDewey, Orville
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Autobiography and Letters of Orville Dewey, D.D.: Edited by His Daughter
Dewey, Orville
Dewey, Orville, 1794-1882
He has not come much
nearer to himself than statistics come to the life of a people.
All that I know is, that I have lived a life mainly happy in its
experience, not merely according to the average, not merely as things
go in this world, but far more than that; which I should be willing
to live again for the happiness that has blessed it, yet more for the
interests which have animated it, and which has always been growing
happier from the beginning. I have lived a life mainly fortunate in
its circumstances both of early nurture and active pursuit; marred by
no vice,--I do not remember even ever to have told a lie,--stained by
no dishonor; laborious, but enjoying labor, especially in the sphere
to which my life has been devoted; suffering from no pressing want,
though moderate in means, and successful in every way, as much as I
had any [122] right or reason to expect. I have been happy (the word
is weak to express it) in my domestic relations, happy in the dearest
and holiest friendships, and happy in the respect of society. And I
have had a happiness (I dread the appearance of profession in saying
it) in things divinest, in religion, in God,-in associating with him
all the beauty of nature and the blessedness of life, beyond all
other possible joy. And, therefore, notwithstanding all that I have
suffered, notwithstanding all the pain and weariness and anxiety and
sorrow that necessarily enter into life, and the inward errings that
are worse than all, I would end my record with a devout thanksgiving
to the great Author of my being. For more and more am I unwilling to
make my gratitude to him what is commonly called "a thanksgiving for
mercies,"--for any benefits or blessings that are peculiar to myself,
or my friends, or indeed to any man. Instead of this, I would have it
to be gratitude for all that belongs to my life and being,--for joy and
sorrow, for health and sickness, for success and disappointment, for
virtue and for temptation, for life and death; because I believe that
all is meant for good.
Something of what I here say seems to require another word or two
to be added, and perhaps it is not unmeet for me to subjoin, as the
conclusion of the whole matter, my theory and view and summing up of
what life is; for on it, to my apprehension, the virtue and happiness
of life [123] mainly repose. It revealed itself dimly in my earlier, it
has become clearer to me in my later, years; and the best legacy, as I
conceive, that I could leave to my children would be this view of life.
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