Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"Down the river" was not terrible to me, nor did I dread being "sold;"
yet one thing I did fear, and that was separation from young master. In
the last few days he had become to me everything I could respect; nay, I
loved him. Not that it was in his power to do me any signal act of good.
He could not soften the severity of his father and sisters toward me;
yet one thing he could and did do, he spoke an occasional kind, hopeful
word to me. Those whose hearts are fed upon kindness and love, can
little understand how dear to the lonely, destitute soul, is one word of
friendliness. We, to whom the husks are flung with an unfeeling tone,
appreciate as manna from heaven the word of gentleness; and now I
thought if I were to leave young master _my soul would die_. Had not his
blessed smile elevated and inspired my sinking spirit, and his sweet
tone softened my over-taxed heart? Oh, blessed one! even now I think of
thee, and with a full heart thank God that such beings have lived!
I watched master dispatch his supper in a most summary manner. At length
he settled himself back in his chair, and, taking his tooth-pick from
his waistcoat pocket, began picking his teeth.
"Wal, Ann," he said, as he swung himself back in his chair, "how's ole
Poll?"
"She is still asleep."
"Yes, I said she was possuming; but by to-morrow, if she ain't up outen
that ar' bunk of hers, I'll know the reason; and I'll sell her to the
trader that's comin' for Lindy."
"I wish you would sell her, father, and buy a new cook; she prepares
everything in such an old-fashioned manner--can't make a single French
dish," said Miss Jane.
"I don't care a cuss 'bout yer French dishes, or yer fashionable cooks;
I's gwine to sell her, becase the craps didn't yield me much this year,
and I wants money, so I must make it by sellin' off niggers."
"You must not sell Aunt Polly, and you shall not," said young master,
with a fearful emphasis.
"What do you mean, lad?" cried the infuriated father, and he sprang from
his seat, and was in the very act of rushing upon the offender; but
suddenly he quailed before the fixed, determined gaze of that eye. He
looked again, then cowered, reeled, and staggered like a drunken man,
and, falling back in his chair, he covered his face with his hands, and
uttered a fearful groan. The ladies were frightened; they had never seen
their father thus fearfully excited. They dared not speak one word. The
finger of an awful silence seemed laid upon each and every one present.
At length young master, with a slow step, approached his father, and,
taking the large hand, which swung listlessly, within his own, said,
"Fath--;" but before he had finished the syllable, Mr. Peterkin sprang
up, exclaiming,
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