Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
Just then a sob of anguish fell upon my ear. I knew it was Lindy, and
moved hastily forward; but, light as was my foot-fall, it aroused the
sentinel-dog, and, with a loud bark, he sprang toward me. "Down, Cuff!
down!" said I, addressing the dog, who, as soon as he recognized me,
crouched lovingly at my feet. Just then the moon glided with a queenly
air from behind the clouds. "So," I said, "passeth the soul, with the
same Diana-like sweep, from the heavy fold and curtain of human sorrow."
Another moan, deeper and more fearful than the first! I was close beside
the door of the "lock-up," and, cowering down, with my mouth close to
the crevice, I called Lindy. "Who's dar? who's dar? For de love of
heaven somebody come to me," said Lindy, in a half-frantic tone.
"'Tis I, Lindy, don't you know my voice?"
"Yes, it's Ann! Oh, please, Ann, help me outen here. I's seen such orful
sights and hearn sich dreful sounds, I'd be a slave all my born days
jist to git way frum here. Oh, Ann, I's seed a _speerit_," and then she
gave such a fearful shriek, that I felt my flesh grow cold and stony as
death. Yet I knew it was my duty to appear calm, and try to persuade her
that it was not true or real.
"Oh, no, Lindy, you must not be frightened; only hope and trust in God,
and pray to Him. He will take you away from all this trouble. He loves
you. He cares for you, for 'twas He who made you, Your soul is precious
to Him. Oh, try to pray."
"Oh, but, Ann, I doesn't know how to pray. I never seed God, and I is
afraid of Him. He might be like master."
This was fearful ignorance, and how to begin to teach her the way to
believe was above my ability; yet I knew that every soul was precious to
God; so I made an endeavor to do all I could in the way of instruction.
"Say, Our Father, who art in heaven," Lindy.
"Our Father, who art in heaven," she repeated in a slow, nervous manner.
"Hallowed be Thy name." Again she repeated, and so on we prayed, she
following accurately after me, though the heavy door separated us. Think
ye not, oh, gentle reader, that this prayer was heard above? Never did
words come more truly from my heart; and with a low moan, they rung
plaintively upon the still, moonlit air! I could tell, from the fervent
tone in which Lindy followed, that her whole soul was engaged. When the
final amen had been said, she asked, "Ann, what's to become of me?"
I evaded her by saying, "how can I know what master will do?"
"Yes, but haven't you heard? Oh, don't fool me, Ann, but tell me all."
For a moment I hesitated, then said: "Yes, Lindy, I'll deal fairly with
you. I have heard that master intends selling you to-morrow to a trader,
whom he went to see to-day; and, if the trader is satisfied with you
to-morrow, the bargain will be closed."
"Oh, Lord! oh, Lord!" she groaned forth, "oh, is I gwine down de ribber?
Oh, Lord, kill me right now; but don't send me to dat dreful place, down
de ribber, down de ribber!"
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