Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
space, thou shalt lie, and then, bursting the bonds of night and death,
spring up free, redeemed and regenerate?
"Oh, will he die?" I murmured, "he who reconciles me to my bondage, who
is my only friend? Another affliction I cannot bear; I've been so tried
in the furnace, that I have not strength to meet another."
Those thoughts passed through my brain as I stood beside young master;
but the entrance of Mr. Peterkin diverted them, and, stepping up to him,
I said, "Master, Aunt Polly is dead."
"You lie!" he thundered out.
"No, Mr. Peterkin, the old woman is really dead," said Miss Bradly, in a
kind but mournful tone.
"Who killed her?" again he thundered.
Ay, who did kill her? Could I not have answered, "Thou art the man"? But
I did not. Silently I stood before him, never daring to trust myself
with a word.
"What time did she kick the bucket?" asked Mr. Peterkin, in one of the
favorite Kentucky vulgarisms, whereby the most solemn and awful debt of
nature is ridiculed by the unthinking.
I told him how I had found her, what I had done, &c., all of which is
known to the reader.
"I believe h--l is loose among the niggers. Now, here's Poll had to die
bekase she couldn't cut any other caper. I might have made a sight o'
money by her sale; and she, old fool, had to cut me outen it. Wal, I'll
only have to sell some of the others, fur I's bound to make up a sartin
sum of money to pay to some of my creditors in L----."
This speech was addressed to Miss Bradly, upon whom it made not half the
impression that it did upon me. How I hoped I should be one, for if
young master, as I began to believe, should die soon, the place would
become to me more horrible than a tiger's den. Any change was desirable.
When the young ladies rose from their beds I went in to attend on them,
and communicated the news of young master's illness and Aunt Polly's
death. For their brother they expressed much concern, but the faithful
old domestic, who had served them so long, was of no more consequence
than a dog. Miss Jane did seem provoked to think that she "had died on
their hands," as she expressed it. "If pa had sold her months ago, we
might have had the money, or something valuable, but now we must go to
the expense of furnishing her with a coffin."
"Coffin! hoity-toity! Father's not going to give her a coffin, an old
store-box is good enough to put her old carcass in." And thus they spoke
of one of God's dead.
Usually persons respect those upon whom death has set his ghastly
signet; but these barbarians (for such I think they must have been)
spoke with an irreverence of one whose body lay still and cold, only few
steps from them. To some people no thing or person is sacred.
After breakfast I waited in great anxiety to hear how and when master
intended to have Aunt Polly buried.
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