Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
I was in but a poor mood to take rebukes and reproaches; for my flesh
was perfectly raw, the intervals between the whippings having been so
short as not to allow the gashes even to close; so that upon this, the
final day, my back presented one mass of filth and clotted gore. I was
then, as may be supposed, in a very irritable humor, but a slave is not
allowed to have feeling. It is a privilege denied him, because his skin
is black.
I did not go out of Miss Jane's room, except on matters of business,
about which she sent me. I would, then, go slipping around, afraid of
meeting Henry. I did not wish him to see me in that mutilated condition.
I saw Louise in Miss Jane's room; but there she merely nodded to me.
Subsequently we met in a retired part of the hall, and there she
expressed that generous and friendly sympathy which I knew she so warmly
cherished for me.
Somehow or other she had contrived to insinuate herself wondrously into
Miss Jane's good graces; and all her influence she endeavored to use in
my favor.
In this private interview she told me that she would induce Miss Jane
to let me sleep in her room; and she thought she knew what key to take
her on.
"If," added she, "I get you to my apartment, I will care for you well. I
will wash and dress your wounds, and render you every attention in my
power."
I watched, with admiration, her tactics in managing Miss Jane. That
evening when I was seated in an obscure corner of the room, Miss Jane
was lolling in a large arm-chair, playing with a bouquet that had been
sent her by a gentleman. This bouquet had been delivered to her, as I
afterwards learned, by Louise. Miss Jane had grown to be fashionable
indeed; and had two favorite beaux, with whom she interchanged notes,
and Louise had been selected as a messenger.
On this occasion, the wily mulatto came up to her, rather familiarly, I
thought, and said--
"Ah, you are amusing yourself with the Captain's flowers! I must tell
him of it. Dear sakes! but it will please him;" she then whispered
something to her, at which both of them laughed heartily.
After this Miss Jane was in a very decided good humor, and Louise fussed
about the apartment pretty much as she pleased. At length, throwing open
the window, she cried out--
"How close the air is here! Why, Mrs. St. Lucian, the fashionable,
dashing lady who occupied this room just before you, Mrs. Somerville,
wouldn't allow three persons to be in it at a time; and her servant-girl
always slept in my room. By the way, that just reminds me how impolite
I've been to you; do excuse me, and I will be glad to relieve you by
letting Ann go to my room of nights."
"Oh, it will trouble you, Louise."
"Don't talk or think of troubling me; but come along girl," she said,
turning to me.
"Go with Louise, Ann," added Miss Jane, as she perceived me hesitate,
"but come early in the morning to get me ready for breakfast."
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