Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"Oh, Ann, don't, pray don't talk so mournfully! Is there no hope? Can't
you be sold somewhere in the city? I have got about fifty dollars now in
money. I'd stop buying myself, and buy you; make my instalments in
fifties or hundreds, as I could raise it; but I spoke to a lawyer about
it, and he read the law to me, showing that I, as a slave, couldn't be
allowed to hold property; and there is no white man in whom I have
sufficient confidence, or who would be willing to accommodate me in this
way. Mine is a deplorable case; but I'm going to see what can be done.
I'll look about among the citizens, to see if some of them will not buy
you; for I cannot be separated from you. It will kill me; it will, it
will!"
"Oh, don't, Henry, don't! for myself I can stand much; but when I think
of _you_."
He caught me passionately to his breast; and, in that embrace, he seemed
to say, "_They shall not part us!_"
He seated himself on a low stool beside me, with one of my hands clasped
in his, and thus, with his tender eyes bent upon me, such is the
illusion of love, I forgot the terror by which I was surrounded, and
yielded myself to a fascination as absorbing as that which encircled me
in the grove on that memorable Sunday evening.
"Why, Henry, is this you?" and a strong hand was laid upon his
shoulder. Looking up, I beheld Charley.
"And is this you, Charles Allen?" asked the other.
"_Yes, this is me._ I dare say you scarcely expected to find me here,
where I never thought I should be."
At this I was reminded of the significant ejaculation that Ophelia makes
in her madness, "Lord, we know what we are, but we know not what we may
be!"
"I am sold, Henry," continued Charles, "sold away from my poor wife and
children;" his voice faltered and the big tears rolled down his cheeks.
"I see from your manner toward Ann, that she is or was expected to be
your wife."
"Yes, she was pledged to be."
"_Yes, and is_," I added with fervor. At this, Henry only pressed my
hand tightly.
"Yet," pursued Charles, "she is taken from you."
"_She is_," was the brief and bitter reply.
"Now, Henry Graham, are we men? and do we submit to these things?"
"Alas!" and the words came through Henry's set teeth, "we are _not_ men;
we are only chattels, property, merchandise, _slaves_."
"But is it right for us to be so? I feel the high and lordly instincts
of manhood within me. Must I conquer them? Must I stifle the eloquent
cry of Nature in my breast? Shall I see my wife and children left behind
to the mercy of a hard master, and willingly desert them simply because
another man says that, in exchange for this sacrifice of happiness and
hope, _his daughter_ shall play upon Chickering's finest piano?"
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