Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
Another sweet smile, with the gilded light of a sunbeam, broke over her
calm, sweet face! Bless her! she and all of her class should be held as
"blessed among women;" for do they not walk with meek and reverent
footsteps in the path of her, the great model and prototype of all the
sex?
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When I had been with her but a few days, she informed me that, as soon
as her health permitted, she intended being removed to her house on
Walnut street. I was not particularly anxious for this; for my sojourn
at the G---- House was perfectly delightful. My frequent intercourse
with Henry and Louise, was a source of intense pleasure to me. I was
allowed to pass the evenings with them. Truly were those hours dear and
bright. Henry played upon his banjo, and sang to us the most
enrapturing songs, airs and glees; and Louise generally supplied us with
cakes and lemonade! How exquisite was my happiness, as there we sat upon
the little balcony gazing at the Indiana shore, and talking of the time
when Henry and I should be free.
"How much remains to be paid to your master, Henry," asked Louise.
"I have paid all but three hundred and fifty; one hundred of which I
already have; so, in point of fact, I lack only two hundred and fifty,"
said Henry.
"I am very anxious to leave here this fall. I wish to go to Montreal.
Now, if you could make your arrangements to go on with me, I should be
glad. I shall require the services and attentions of a man; and, if you
have not realized the money by that time, I think I can lend it to you,"
returned Louise.
A bright light shone in Henry's eye, as he returned his thanks; but
quickly the coming shadow banished that radiance of joy.
"But think of her," he said tenderly, laying his hand on my shoulder;
"what can she do without us, or what should I be without her?"
"Oh, think not of me, dearest, I have a good home, and am well cared
for. Go, and as soon as you can, make the money, and come back for me."
"Live years away from you? Oh, no, no!" and he wound his arm around my
waist, and, most naturally, my head rested upon his shoulder. Loud and
heavy was his breathing, and I knew that a fierce struggle was raging in
his breast.
"I will never leave her, Louise," he at length replied. "That tyrant,
the law, may part us; but, my free will and act--_never_."
"Ah, well," added she, as she looked upon us, "you will think better of
this after you give it a little reflection. This is only love's
delusion;" and, in her own quiet, sensible way, she turned the stream of
conversation into another channel.
I think now, with pleasure, of the lovely scenes I enjoyed on those
evenings, with the fire-flies playing in the air; and many times have I
thought how beautifully and truly they typify the illusive glancings of
hope darting here and there with their fire-lit wings; eluding our
grasp, and sparkling e'en as they flit.
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