Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
My mother, my dear, suffering mother, unclosed her eyes, and, by that
peculiar mesmerism belonging to all mothers, she knew it was her child
whose arms were around her.
"Ann, is it you?" she asked feebly.
"Yes, mother, it is I; but, oh, how do I find you!"
"Never mind me, child, I feel that I shall soon be at peace! 'Tis for
you that I am anxious. Have you a good home?"
"Yes; oh, that you had had such!"
"Thank God for that. You are a woman now, I think; but I am growing
blind, or it is getting dark so fast that I cannot see you. Here, here,
hold me Ann, child, hold me close to you, I am going through the floor,
sinking, sinking down. Catch me, catch me, hold me! It is dark; I can't
see you, where, where are you?"
"Here, mother, here, I am close to you."
"Where, child, I can't see you; here catch me;" and, suddenly springing
up as if to grasp something, she fell back upon the straw----_a corpse_!
After such a separation, this was our meeting--and parting! I had hoped
that life's bitterest drop had been tasted, but this was as "vinegar
upon nitre."
When I became conscious that the last spark of life was extinct in that
beloved body, I gave myself up to the most delirious grief. As I looked
upon that horrid, ghastly, mangled form, and thought it was my mother,
who had been butchered by the whites, my very blood was turned to gall,
and in this chaos of mind I lost the faculty of reason.
* * * * * * * *
When my consciousness returned I was lying on a bed in my room, the
blinds of which were closed, and Miss Nancy was seated beside me,
rubbing my hands with camphor. As I opened my eyes, they met her kind
glance fixed earnestly upon me.
"You are better, Ann," she said, in a low, gentle voice. I was too
languid to reply; but closed my eyes again, with a faint smile. When I
once more opened them I was alone, and through one shutter that had
blown open, a bright ray of sunlight stole, and revealed to me the care
and taste with which my room had been arranged. Fresh flowers in neat
little vases adorned the mantel; and the cage, containing Miss Nancy's
favorite canary, had been removed to my room. The music of this
delightful songster broke gratefully upon my slowly awakening faculties.
I rose from the bed, and seated myself in the large arm-chair. Passing
my hand across my eyes, I attempted to recall the painful incidents of
the last few days; and as that wretched death-bed rose upon my memory,
the scalding tears rushed to my eyes, and I wept long, long, as though
my head were turned to waters!
Miss Nancy entered, and finding me in tears she said nothing; but turned
and left the room. Shortly after, Biddy appeared with some nourishment,
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