Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
After this she began to improve rapidly. Her strength of body and
cheerfulness returned. About this time my peace of mind began to be
restored. Of my poor mother I never spoke, after hearing the particulars
that followed her death. She was hurriedly buried, without psalm or
sermon. No notice was taken by the citizens of her murder--why should
there be? She was but a poor slave, grown old and gray in the service of
the white man; and if her master chose to whip her to death, who had a
right to gainsay him? She was his property to have and to hold; to use
or to kill, as he thought best!
Give us no more Fourth of July celebrations; the rather let us have a
Venetian oligarchy!
Miss Nancy, in her kind, persuasive manner, soon lured my thoughts away
from such gloomy contemplations. She sought to point out the pleasant,
easy pathway of wisdom and religion, and I thank her now for the good
lessons she then taught me! Beneath such influence I gradually grew
reconciled to my troubles. Miss Nancy fervently prayed that they might
be sanctified to my eternal good; and so may they!
Louise came often to see me, and I found her then as now, the kindest
and most willing friend; everything that she could do to please me she
did. She brought me many gifts of books, flowers, fruits, &c. I may have
been petulant and selfish in my grief; but those generous friends bore
patiently with me.
Pleasant walks I used to take with Henry of evenings, and he was then
so full of hope, for he had almost realized the sum of money that his
master required of him.
"Master will be down early in September," he said, as we strolled along
one evening in August, "and I think by borrowing a little from Miss
Nancy, I shall be able to pay down all that I owe him, and then,
dearest, I shall be free--free! only think of it! Of _me_ being a free
man, master of _myself_! and when we go to the North we will be married,
and both of us will live with Miss Nancy, and guard her declining days."
Happy tears were shining in his bright eyes, like dew-pearls; but, with
a strong, manly hand he dashed them away, and I clung the fonder to that
arm, that I hoped would soon be able to protect me.
"There is one foolish little matter, dearest, that I will mention, more
to excite your merriment, than fear," said Henry with an odd smile.
"What is it?"
"Well, promise me not to care about it; only let it give you a good
laugh."
"Yes, I promise."
"Well," and he paused for a moment, "there is a girl living near the
G---- House. She belongs to Mr. Bodley, and has taken a foolish fancy to
me; has actually made advances, even more than advances, actual offers
of love! She says she used to know you, and, on one occasion, attempted
to speak discreditably of you; though I quickly gave her to understand
that I would not listen to it. Why do you tremble so, Ann?"
And truly I trembled so violently, that if it had not been for the
support that his arm afforded me, I should have fallen to the ground.
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