Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"Why, how d'ye do, Ann? I hearn you was livin' in de city, and intended
to come an' see you."
I stammered out something, and she seated herself near me, and began to
revive old recollections.
"They are not pleasant, Lindy, and I would rather they should be
forgotten."
"Laws, I's got a very good home now; but I 'tends to marry some man that
will buy me, and set me free! Now, I's got my eye sot on Henry."
I trembled violently, but did not trust myself to speak. Louise,
however, in a quick tone, replied:
"He is engaged, and soon to be married to Ann."
"Laws! I doesn't b'lieve it; Ann shan't take him from me."
Though this was said playfully, it was easy for me to detect, beneath
the seeming levity, a strong determination, on her part, to do her very
_worst_. No wonder that I trembled before her, when I remembered how
powerful an enemy she had been in former times.
With a few other remarks she left, and Louise observed:
"That Lindy is a queer girl. With all her ignorance and ugliness, she
excites my dread when I am in her presence--a dread of a supposed and
envenomed power, such as the black cat possesses."
"Such has ever been the feeling, Louise, that she has excited in me.
She has done me harm heretofore; and do you know, I think she means me
ill now. I have uttered this suspicion to Henry and Miss Nancy, but they
both laughed it to scorn--saying _she_ was powerless to injure _me_; but
still my fear remains, and, when I think of her, I grow sick at heart."
Upon my return home that evening I told Miss Nancy of the meeting with
Lindy, and of the conversation, but she attached no importance to it.
No one living beneath the vine and fig-tree of Miss Nancy's planting,
and sharing the calm blessedness of her smiles, could be long unhappy!
Her life, as well as words, was a proof that human nature is not all
depraved. In thinking over the rare combination of virtues that her
character set forth, I have marvelled what must have been her childhood.
Certainly she could never have possessed the usual waywardness of
children. Her youth must have been an exception to the general rule. I
cannot conceive her with the pettishness and proneness to quarrel, which
we naturally expect in children. I love to think of her as a quiet
little Miss, discarding the doll and play-house, turning quietly away
from the frolicsome kitten--seeking the leafy shade of the New England
forests--peering with a curious, thoughtful eye into the woodland
dingle--or straining her gaze far up into the blue arch of heaven--or
questioning, with a child's idle speculation, the whence and the whither
of the mysterious wind. 'Tis thus I have pictured her childhood! She was
a strange, gifted, unusual woman;--who, then, can suppose that her
infancy and youth were ordinary?
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