Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
I took my sewing in the afternoon, and seated myself in Miss Nancy's
room. Seeing that I was calm, she began a pleasant conversation with me.
"Henry will be here to-night, Ann, a free man, the owner of himself, the
custodian of his own person, and you must put on your happiest and best
looks to greet him."
"Ah, Miss Nancy, it seems like too much joy for me to realize. What if
some grim phantom dash down this sparkling cup; just as we are about to
press it to our eager and expectant lips? Such another disappointment I
could not endure."
"You little goosey, you will mar half of life's joys by these idle
fears."
"Yes, Miss Nancy," put in Biddy. "Ann is just so narvous ever since that
ugly dream, that she hain't no faith to-day in anything."
"Have you baked a pretty cake, and got plenty of nice confections ready
to give Henry a celebration supper, good Biddy?" inquired Miss Nancy.
"Ah, yes, everything is ready, only just look how light and brown my
cake is," and she brought a fine large cake from the pantry, the savory
odor of which would have tempted an anchorite.
"Then, too," continued the provident Biddy, "the peaches are unusually
soft and sweet. I have pared and sugared them, and they are on the ice
now; oh, we'll have a rale feast."
"Thanks, thanks, good friends," I said, in a voice choked with emotion.
"Only just see," exclaimed Biddy, "here comes Louise, running as fast as
her legs will carry her; she's come to be the first to tell you that
Henry is free."
I rushed with Biddy to the door, and Miss Nancy followed. We were all
eager to hear the good news.
"Mercy, Louise, what's the matter?" I cried, for her face terrified me.
She was pale as death; her eyes, black and wild, seemed starting from
their sockets, and around her mouth there was that ghastly, livid look,
that almost congealed my blood.
"Oh, God!" she cried in frenzy, "God have mercy on us all!" and reeled
against the wall.
"Speak, woman, speak, in heaven's name," I shouted aloud. "Henry! Henry!
Henry! has aught happened to him?"
"Oh, God!" she said, and her eyes flamed like a fury's; "_he has cut his
throat_, and now lies weltering in his own blood."
I did not scream, I did not speak. I shed no tears. I did not even close
my eyes. Every sense had turned to stone! For full five minutes I stood
looking in the face of Louise.
"Why don't you speak, Ann! Cry, imprecate, do something, rather than
stand there with that stony gaze!" said Louise, as she caught me
frantically by the arm.
"Why did he kill himself?" I asked, in an unfaltering tone.
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