Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"'Be a friend to her, Louise; I know that she will need much kindness to
sustain her. Thank Miss Nancy for all her kindness; tell her that I
blest her before I went. Tell Ann to stay with her, and oh,
Louise'--here he wrung his hands in agony--'tell Ann not to grieve for
me; but she mustn't forget me. Poor, wretched outcast that I am, I have
loved her well! After awhile, when time has softened this blow, she must
try to love and be happy with---- No, no, I'll not ask that; only bid
her not be wretched;--but give me pen and ink, I'll write just one word
to her.'
"I gave him the ink, pen and paper, and he wrote this."
As Louise drew a soiled, blotted paper from her bosom, I eagerly
snatched it and read:
"Ann, dearest, Louise will tell you all. Our dream is broken forever! I
_am sold_; but I shall be a slave _no more_. Forgive me for what I am
going to do. Madness has driven me to it! I love you, even in death I
love you. Say farewell to Miss Nancy--I _am gone_!"
I read it over twice slowly. One scalding tear, large and round, fell
upon it! I know not where it came from, for my eyes were dry as a
parched leaf.
The note dropped from my hands, almost unnoticed by me. Biddy picked it
up, and handed it to Miss Nancy, who read it and fainted. I moved about
mechanically; assisted in restoring Miss Nancy to consciousness; chafed
her hands and temples; and, when she came to, and burst into a flood of
tears, I soothed her and urged that she would not weep or distress
herself.
"I wonder that the earth don't open and swallow them," cried the weeping
Biddy.
"Hush, Biddy, hush!" I urged.
"They ought to be hung!"
"'Vengeance is mine, and I will repay, saith the Lord,'" I replied.
"Oh, Ann, you are crazy!" she uttered.
And so, in truth, I was. That granite-like composure was a species of
insanity. I comprehended nothing that was going on around me. I was in a
sort of sleep-waking state, when I asked Louise if she thought they
would bury him decently; and gave her a bunch of flowers to place in the
coffin.
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