Autobiography of a Female SlaveBrowne, Martha Griffith
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Autobiography of a Female Slave
Browne, Martha Griffith
African American women -- Fiction; Didactic fiction; Enslaved women -- Fiction; Kentucky -- Fiction; Slavery -- Fiction
"Thanks, my kind friend, and sorry I am for all the anxiety and
uneasiness that I have given you."
"Oh, I am repaid, or rather was pre-paid for all and more, you were so
kind to me."
Here Biddy entered, and I took down the Bible and read a few chapters
from the book of Job.
"What a comfort that book is to us," said Biddy. "Many's the time, Ann,
that Miss Nancy read it to you, when you'd sit an' look so
wandering-like; but you are well now, Ann, an' all will be right with
us."
"_All_ can never be, Biddy, as once it _was_," and I shook my head.
"Oh, don't spake of it," and she wiped her moist eyes with her apron.
Days and weeks passed on thus smoothly, during which time Louise came
often to see us; but the fatal sorrow was never alluded to. By common
consent all avoided it.
Daily, hourly, Miss Nancy's health sank. I never saw the footsteps of
the grim monster approach more rapidly than in her case. The wasting of
her cheek was like the eating of a worm at the heart of a rose.
Her bed was wheeled close to the fire, and I read, all the pleasant
mornings, some cheerful book to her.
Her brother came often, and sat with her through the evenings. Many of
her friends and neighbors offered to watch with her at night; but she
bade me decline all such kindness.
"You and Biddy are enough. I want no others. Let me die calmly, in the
presence of, my own household, with no unusual faces around," she said
in a low tone.
She talked about her death as though it were some long journey upon
which she was about starting; gave directions how she should be
shrouded; what kind of coffin we must get, tomb-stone, &c. She enjoined
that we inscribe nothing but her age and name upon the tomb-stone.
"I wish no ostentatious slab, no false eulogium; my name and age are all
the epitaph I deserve, and all that I will have."
Several ministers came to see her, and held prayer. She received them
kindly, and spoke at length with some.
"I shall meet the great change with resignation. I had hoped, Ann, to
see you well settled somewhere in the North; but that will be denied me.
In my will, I have remembered both you and Biddy. I have no parting
advice for either of you; for you are both, though of different faith,
consistent Christians. I hope we shall meet hereafter. You must not
weep, girls, for it pains me to think I leave you troubled."
When Biddy withdrew, she called me to her, saying,
"Ann, I am feeble, draw near the bed whilst I talk to you. I hold here
in my hand a letter from my nephew, Robert Worth."
"Robert Worth? Why I--"
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