Yogananda, Paramahansa, 1893-1952; Yogis -- India -- Biography
“‘Beloved DEVI,’ {FN22-1} he said, ‘I am happy beyond expression
that this reforming scheme of your brother’s has wrought a
transformation. I am going to undo every wrong I have done you. From
tonight we will use our large bedroom only as a place of worship;
your small meditation room shall be changed into our sleeping
quarters. I am sincerely sorry that I have ridiculed your brother.
For the shameful way I have been acting, I will punish myself by
not talking to Mukunda until I have progressed in the spiritual
path. Deeply I will seek the Divine Mother from now on; someday I
must surely find Her!’”
Years later, I visited my brother-in-law in Delhi. I was overjoyed
to perceive that he had developed highly in self-realization, and
had been blessed by the vision of Divine Mother. During my stay
with him, I noticed that Satish secretly spent the greater part
of every night in divine meditation, though he was suffering from
a serious ailment, and was engaged during the day at his office.
The thought came to me that my brother-in-law’s life span would
not be a long one. Roma must have read my mind.
“Dear brother,” she said, “I am well, and my husband is sick.
Nevertheless, I want you to know that, as a devoted Hindu wife, I
am going to be the first one to die. {FN22-2} It won’t be long now
before I pass on.”
Taken aback at her ominous words, I yet realized their sting of
truth. I was in America when my sister died, about a year after
her prediction. My youngest brother Bishnu later gave me the details.
“Roma and Satish were in Calcutta at the time of her death,” Bishnu
told me. “That morning she dressed herself in her bridal finery.
“‘Why this special costume?’ Satish inquired.
“‘This is my last day of service to you on earth,’ Roma replied.
A short time later she had a heart attack. As her son was rushing
out for aid, she said:
“‘Son, do not leave me. It is no use; I shall be gone before a
doctor could arrive.’ Ten minutes later, holding the feet of her
husband in reverence, Roma consciously left her body, happily and
without suffering.
“Satish became very reclusive after his wife’s death,” Bishnu
continued. “One day he and I were looking at a large smiling
photograph of Roma.
“‘Why do you smile?’ Satish suddenly exclaimed, as though his wife
were present. ‘You think you were clever in arranging to go before
me. I shall prove that you cannot long remain away from me; soon
I shall join you.’
“Although at this time Satish had fully recovered from his sickness,
and was enjoying excellent health, he died without apparent cause
shortly after his strange remark before the photograph.”
Thus prophetically passed my dearly beloved eldest sister Roma, and
her husband Satish-he who changed at Dakshineswar from an ordinary
worldly man to a silent saint.
{FN22-1} Goddess.
{FN22-2} The Hindu wife believes it is a sign of spiritual advancement
if she dies before her husband, as a proof of her loyal service to
him, or “dying in harness.”
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