Yogananda, Paramahansa, 1893-1952; Yogis -- India -- Biography
“‘For more than three decades I have waited for you here-waited
for you to return to me!’ Babaji’s voice rang with celestial love.
‘You slipped away and vanished into the tumultuous waves of the life
beyond death. The magic wand of your karma touched you, and you
were gone! Though you lost sight of me, never did I lose sight
of you! I pursued you over the luminescent astral sea where the
glorious angels sail. Through gloom, storm, upheaval, and light I
followed you, like a mother bird guarding her young. As you lived
out your human term of womb-life, and emerged a babe, my eye was
ever on you. When you covered your tiny form in the lotus posture
under the Nadia sands in your childhood, I was invisibly present!
Patiently, month after month, year after year, I have watched over
you, waiting for this perfect day. Now you are with me! Lo, here
is your cave, loved of yore! I have kept it ever clean and ready
for you. Here is your hallowed ASANA-blanket, where you daily sat
to fill your expanding heart with God! Behold there your bowl, from
which you often drank the nectar prepared by me! See how I have
kept the brass cup brightly polished, that you might drink again
therefrom! My own, do you now understand?’
“‘My guru, what can I say?’ I murmured brokenly. ‘Where has one
ever heard of such deathless love?’ I gazed long and ecstatically
on my eternal treasure, my guru in life and death.
“‘Lahiri, you need purification. Drink the oil in this bowl and lie
down by the river.’ Babaji’s practical wisdom, I reflected with a
quick, reminiscent smile, was ever to the fore.
“I obeyed his directions. Though the icy Himalayan night was descending,
a comforting warmth, an inner radiation, began to pulsate in every
cell of my body. I marveled. Was the unknown oil endued with a
cosmical heat?
“Bitter winds whipped around me in the darkness, shrieking a fierce
challenge. The chill wavelets of the Gogash River lapped now and
then over my body, outstretched on the rocky bank. Tigers howled
near-by, but my heart was free of fear; the radiant force newly
generated within me conveyed an assurance of unassailable protection.
Several hours passed swiftly; faded memories of another life wove
themselves into the present brilliant pattern of reunion with my
divine guru.
“My solitary musings were interrupted by the sound of approaching
footsteps. In the darkness, a man’s hand gently helped me to my
feet, and gave me some dry clothing.
“‘Come, brother,’ my companion said. ‘The master awaits you.’
“He led the way through the forest. The somber night was suddenly
lit by a steady luminosity in the distance.
“‘Can that be the sunrise?’ I inquired. ‘Surely the whole night
has not passed?’
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