Antislavery movements -- United States; Slavery -- United States
Following the direction of the sound, he descried, among the tall
pines, the man whose voice had arrested his attention. “To whom can
he be speaking?” thought the traveller. “He seems to be alone.” The
circumstance interested him much, and he became intensely curious to
know what thoughts and feelings, or, it might be, high aspirations,
guided those rich and mellow accents. Tieing his horse at a short
distance from the brook, he stealthily drew near the solitary speaker;
and, concealing himself by the side of a huge fallen tree, he
distinctly heard the following soliloquy:--
“What, then, is life to me? it is aimless and worthless, and worse than
worthless. Those birds, perched on yon swinging boughs, in friendly
conclave, sounding forth their merry notes in seeming worship of the
rising sun, though liable to the sportsman’s fowling-piece, are still
my superiors. They _live free_, though they may die slaves. They fly
where they list by day, and retire in freedom at night. But what is
freedom to me, or I to it? I am a _slave_,--born a slave, an abject
slave,--even before I made part of this breathing world, the scourge
was platted for my back; the fetters were forged for my limbs. How mean
a thing am I. That accursed and crawling snake, that miserable reptile,
that has just glided into its slimy home, is freer and better off than
I. He escaped my blow, and is safe. But here am I, a man,--yes, _a
man!_--with thoughts and wishes, with powers and faculties as far as
angel’s flight above that hated reptile,--yet he is my superior, and
scorns to own me as his master, or to stop to take my blows. When he
saw my uplifted arm, he darted beyond my reach, and turned to give me
battle. I dare not do as much as that. I neither run nor fight, but do
meanly stand, answering each heavy blow of a cruel master with doleful
wails and piteous cries. I am galled with irons; but even these are
more tolerable than the consciousness, the _galling_ consciousness of
cowardice and indecision. Can it be that I _dare_ not run away? _Perish
the thought_, I _dare_ do any thing which may be done by another. When
that young man struggled with the waves _for life_, and others stood
back appalled in helpless horror, did I not plunge in, forgetful of
life, to save his? The raging bull from whom all others fled, pale with
fright, did I not keep at bay with a single pitch-fork? Could a coward
do that? _No_,--_no_,--I wrong myself,--I am no coward. _Liberty_ I
will have, or die in the attempt to gain it. This working that others
may live in idleness! This cringing submission to insolence and curses!
This living under the constant dread and apprehension of being sold
and transferred, like a mere brute, is _too_ much for me. I will stand
it no longer. What others have done, I will do. These trusty legs, or
these sinewy arms shall place me among the free. Tom escaped; so can I.
The North Star will not be less kind to me than to him. I will follow
it. I will at least make the trial.
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