Antislavery movements -- United States; Slavery -- United States
Disgusted, and a little alarmed withal, Mr. Listwell, who was not
accustomed to such entertainment, at length retired, but not to sleep.
He was _too_ much wrought upon by what he had heard to rest quietly,
and what snatches of sleep he got, were interrupted by dreams which
were anything than pleasant. At eleven o’clock, there seemed to be
several hundreds of persons crowding into the house. A loud and
confused clamour, cursing and cracking of whips, and the noise of
chains startled him from his bed; for a moment he would have given
the half of his farm in Ohio to have been at home. This uproar was
kept up with undulating course, till near morning. There was loud
laughing,--loud singing,--loud cursing,--and yet there seemed to be
weeping and mourning in the midst of all. Mr. Listwell said he had
heard enough during the forepart of the night to convince him that a
buyer of men and women stood the best chance of being respected. And
he, therefore, thought it best to say nothing which might undo the
favorable opinion that had been formed of him in the bar-room by at
least one of the fraternity that swarmed about it. While he would not
avow himself a purchaser of slaves, he deemed it not prudent to disavow
it. He felt that he might, properly, refuse to cast such a pearl before
parties which, to him, were worse than swine. To reveal himself, and to
impart a knowledge of his real character and sentiments would, to say
the least, be imparting intelligence with the certainty of seeing it
and himself both abused. Mr. Listwell confesses, that this reasoning
did not altogether satisfy his conscience, for, hating slavery as he
did, and regarding it to be the immediate duty of every man to cry out
against it, “without compromise and without concealment,” it was hard
for him to admit to himself the possibility of circumstances wherein a
man might, properly, hold his tongue on the subject. Having as little
of the spirit of a martyr as Erasmus, he concluded, like the latter,
that it was wiser to trust the mercy of God for his soul, than the
humanity of slave-traders for his body. Bodily fear, not conscientious
scruples, prevailed.
In this spirit he rose early in the morning, manifesting no surprise
at what he had heard during the night. His quondam friend was soon
at his elbow, boring him with all sorts of questions. All, however,
directed to find out his character, business, residence, purposes,
and destination. With the most perfect appearance of good nature and
carelessness, Mr. Listwell evaded these meddlesome inquiries, and
turned conversation to general topics, leaving himself and all that
specially pertained to him, out of discussion. Disengaging himself
from their troublesome companionship, he made his way towards an old
bowling-alley, which was connected with the house, and which, like all
the rest, was in very bad repair.
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