Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhymeChild, Lydia Maria
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Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
Child, Lydia Maria
American essays -- 19th century; American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
securely within the girdle he constantly wore. The cares and anxieties
of wealth had come upon him.
While the carriage was waiting to convey the Englishman away, he walked
over to Madame Van der Veen’s, to bid a final farewell. His last words
were, “My dear Madame, don’t forget the talks we have had together;
especially what we said last night. Since I have lived in Java, I have
done my utmost to sow good seed on this subject, and I trust it will
spring up and bring forth a harvest, sooner or later. From time to time,
I shall send the magistrates publications, that will prevent their
forgetting what I have so often urged upon them. A blessing will rest
upon this beautiful island in proportion as they attend to this.
Remember it in your prayers, my dear friend, and use your influence
aright. Don’t say it is small. You have seen in your garden how great a
growth comes from one little seed. My friend, there are
responsibilities in human society, for which we shall have to answer
unto our God. And now, farewell. The voice of the old man will never
urge you more. May the blessing of heaven be with you all.”
The tendered-hearted widow wept freely; for he had been her husband’s
friend, and the words he spoke were solemn. She resolved to make her
will, and have it duly witnessed, that very day. But a visitor came, and
after her departure, she felt a degree of lassitude, which unfitted her
for exertion. The next day, she looked over letters from her husband,
and brought on headache by inordinate weeping. She was indolent, by
temperament and by habit, and she was oppressed with melancholy. Weeks
passed on, without any more definite result than a frequent resolution
to make her will. She had gone to bed with a mind much impressed with
what her English friend said at parting, and troubled with
self-accusation that she had neglected it so long, when Zaida was
summoned to her bedside at midnight, and found her head hot, and her
pulse throbbing. In the morning, she was delirious, and looked wildly
upon her faithful attendants without recognizing them. With her
incoherent ravings, during the day, were frequently mixed the words,
“Jan--Zaida--children--free.” The slaves listened tearfully to these
broken sentences, and felt fresh assurance that she had provided for
them. The physician thought otherwise; but he merely said that
something disturbed her mind, and if her life was not spared, he hoped
she would have an interval of reason before she died. At the sound of
that dreadful “_if_,” Jan rushed out of the room, rolled himself on the
floor, and sobbed convulsively. There was no selfishness in his sorrow;
for he had not the slightest doubt that she, who never broke a promise,
had cared thoughtfully for the future welfare of himself and his family.
It was simply the agony of parting from his earliest and best friend.
She lingered four days, but reason never returned. Into that brief
period was compressed more misery than Jan had experienced during his
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