Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhymeChild, Lydia Maria
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Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
Child, Lydia Maria
American essays -- 19th century; American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Nothing was interesting to him but the process of attaining
wings to his soul. He thought of this, till the body seemed an
encumbrance, and its necessities a sin. He ate sparingly at all times,
and fasted often. When he spoke at all, his talk was ever of mortifying
the senses, that the soul might be enabled to rise to the ethereal
spheres from which it had fallen into this world. Praxinoë was impatient
with such discourse. “To think of _his_ talking of mortifying the
senses!” exclaimed she; “when he never _had_ any senses to mortify. Why,
never since I knew him has he eaten enough to keep a nightingale alive.
For my part, I think it is a blessing to have plenty of good food, and
an excellent appetite for it.”
In her present situation, she was not sustained through her trials, as
she had been near Clazomenæ, by the reverence which her husband
inspired. Their dwelling was isolated, and in the nearest village were
many scoffers and skeptics. She had formed an intimacy with a wealthy
dame, named Eucoline; and from her she learned that people said
Hermotimus neglected to provide for his family, because he was too
indolent to work; that he injured his health by frequent fasts, and made
himself crazy with thinking, merely for the sake of being stared at by
the common people; and as for his pretended visions and prophecies, they
were undoubtedly impositions. Praxinoë, who habitually looked outward
for her standard of thought and action, was much influenced by these
remarks. She had sometimes wept in secret over her cheerless destiny;
but discontent had been restrained by a reverent sense of being
connected with some solemn mystery, which others respected. Now, she
began to doubt whether the eccentricities she daily witnessed might not
be assumed, from the motives imputed by their neighbours. This tendency
was increased by the influence of Eratus, the gay, luxurious husband of
Eucoline. He professed to be a disciple of Epicurus, but he was one of
those who had perverted the original doctrines of that teacher; for
while he thought happiness was the only good, he believed there was no
enjoyment higher than that of the senses. To his volatile mind all
things in life afforded subjects for jest and laughter. If he met
Praxinoë, on her way to his wife’s apartments, he would say, “How is the
good Hermotimus, to-day? Has he gone to talk with the gods, and thrown
his body on the couch till he returns?” These sneers were not pleasant;
and the habit of comparing her situation with that of Eucoline increased
her discontent. The handsome and healthy Eratus was growing richer every
day by his own energy and enterprise. “Such robes as he buys for _his_
wife!” said she to herself, “I can make better wine than she can; I can
weave handsomer cloth; and I think the gods have endowed me with more
beauty; but I can never hope to wear such robes. Ah, if my good
Hermotimus were only more alive!”
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