Avarice--Anger: Two of the Seven Cardinal SinsSue, Eugène
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Avarice--Anger: Two of the Seven Cardinal Sins
Sue, Eugène
French fiction -- Translations into English
"I know that, but it was the fear of dying in the street, and of seeing
you after marriage far more miserable than you are now, that made me ask
for this money. I knew very well that I had no right to any money, but
think what it must be to be afraid of being turned into the street when
one is old and infirm. I asked for entirely too much, and I did very
wrong. What do I really need? Only a mattress in some corner, and a
morsel to eat now and then, and, above all, that Mariette will not
desert me. I am so used to seeing her around. If she left me I should
feel as lonely as if I were in the grave. Besides, there is nobody else
in the world who would be so kind and so patient with a cross old sick
woman like me. All I ask is to stay with Mariette. To have all this gold
thrown in my face, as it were, humiliates me. One may be a mere worm,
and yet have a little pride left. When that scoundrel came and offered
me gold if I would sell Mariette to him, it made me mad, that is all;
but this time it is very different, it makes me weep,--a thing I haven't
done before for ten years, as you said yourself, child. This cuts me to
the heart."
"Come, come, my dear Madame Lacombe, you need not give yourself the
slightest uneasiness with regard to the future," said Louis, deeply
touched. "Mariette will not leave you; we will all live, not
luxuriously, but very comfortably together."
"Are you in earnest? Will you let me live with you, really and truly?"
At this fresh proof of the unfortunate woman's unconquerable distrust,
Louis and Mariette again exchanged compassionate glances, and taking her
godmother's hand, the girl said, tenderly:
"Yes, godmother, yes; we will keep you with us, and care for you as if
you were our own mother. You shall see if we do not make you very, very
happy."
"It will be no fault of ours if we do not, you may be sure of that,"
added Louis, earnestly.
The tone and expression of the two young people would have convinced the
most skeptical, but it was so hard for this unfortunate woman to believe
that such happiness could ever be hers, that, though she tried to
conceal her doubts for fear of wounding Mariette and her lover, it was
with an involuntary sigh that she replied:
"I believe you, children. Yes, I believe that M. Louis has money, and I
believe you both mean well toward me, but after awhile I am afraid
you'll find me very much in the way. Newly married people like to be
alone, and--"
"What, godmother, you still doubt us, after all we have said?"
"Forgive me, children, I don't mean to," sobbed the poor woman; then,
with a heart-broken smile, she added: "Perhaps it is all the better for
me that I do doubt, for if, after fifty years of trouble and poverty, I
should really come to believe that there was such a thing as happiness
for me, I might go mad."
Then, in accents of inexpressible bitterness, she added:
"It wouldn't surprise me if I did. It would be just my luck."
CHAPTER XVI.
A CAPRICIOUS BEAUTY.
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