The instructions, however, were entirely repetitions of the words and
tunes, nothing being taught even of the first principles of the
science. It appeared to me, that although hymns alone were sung, the
exercise was chiefly designed for our amusement, to raise our spirits a
little, which were apt to become depressed. Mad Jane Ray certainly
usually treated the whole thing as a matter of sport, and often excited
those of us who understood English to a great degree of mirth. She had
a very fine voice, which was so powerful as generally to be heard above
the rest. Sometimes she would be silent when the other nuns began; I
and the Superior would often call out, "Jane Ray, you don't sing." She
always had some trifling excuse ready, and commonly appeared unwilling
to join the rest. After being urged or commanded by the Superior, she
would then strike up some English song, or profane parody, which was
rendered ten times more ridiculous by the ignorance of the Lady
Superior and the majority of the nuns. I cannot help laughing now when
I remember how she used to stand with perfect composure and sing,
"I wish I was married and nothing to rue,
With plenty of money and nothing to do."
"Jane Ray, you don't sing right," the Superior would exclaim. "Oh," she
would reply, with perfect coolness, "that is the English for,
'Seigneur Dieu de clemence,
Reçois ce grand pécheur;'"
and, as sung by her, a person ignorant of the language would naturally
be imposed upon. It was extremely difficult for me to conceal my
laughter. I have always had greater exertion to make in repressing it
than most other persons; and mad Jane Ray often took advantage of this.
Saturday evening usually brought with it much unpleasant work for some
of us. We received the Sacrament every Sunday; and in preparation for
it, on Saturday evening we asked pardon of the Superior and of each
other "for the scandal we had caused since we last received the
Sacrament," and then asked the Superior's permission to receive it on
the following day. She inquired of each nun who necessarily asked her
permission, whether she, naming her as Saint somebody, had concealed
any sin that should hinder her from receiving it; and if the answer was
in the negative, she granted her permission.
On Saturdays we were catechised by a priest, being assembled in a
community-room. He sat on the right of the door in a chair. He often
told us stories, and frequently enlarged on the duty enticing novices
into the nunnery. "Do you not feel" he would say, "now that you are
safely out of the world, sure of heaven? But remember how many poor
people are yet in the world. Every novice you influence to the black
veil, will add to your honour in heaven. Tell them how happy you are."
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