The lady he introduced to us was one of our oldest nuns, Saint Du ----,
a very large, fleshy woman, with swelled limbs, which rendered her very
slow in walking, and often gave her great distress. Not a word was
dropped from which we could conjecture the cause of this change, nor of
the fate of the old Superior. I took the first opportunity to inquire
of one of the nuns, whom I dared talk to, what had become of her; but I
found them as ignorant as myself, though suspicious that she had been
murdered by the orders of the Bishop. Never did I obtain any light on
her mysterious disappearance. I am confident, however, that if the
Bishop wished to get rid of her privately and by foul means, he had
ample opportunities and power at his command. Jane Ray, as usual, could
not allow such an occurrence to pass by without intimating her own
suspicions more plainly than any other of the nuns would have dared to
do. She spoke out one day, in the community-room, and said, "I'm going
to have a hunt in the cellar for my old Superior."
"Hush, Jane Ray!" exclaimed some of the nuns, "you'll be punished."
"My mother used to tell me," replied Jane, "never to be afraid of the
face of a man."
It cannot be thought strange that we were superstitious. Some were more
easily terrified than others, by unaccountable sights and sounds; but
all of us believed in the power and occasional appearance of spirits,
and were ready to look for them at almost any time. I have seen several
instances of alarm caused by such superstition, and have experienced it
myself more than once. I was one day sitting mending aprons, beside one
of the old nuns, in a community-room, while the litanies were
repeating; as I was very easy to laugh, Saint Ignace or Agnes, came in,
walked up to her with much agitation, and began to whisper in her ear.
She usually talked but little, and that made me more curious to know
what was the matter with her. I overheard her say to the old nun, in
much alarm, that in the cellar from which she had just returned, she
had heard the most dreadful groans that ever came from any being. This
was enough to give me uneasiness. I could not account for the
appearance of an evil spirit in any part of the Convent, for I had been
assured that the only one ever known there, was that of the nun who had
died with an unconfessed sin, and that others were kept at a distance
by the holy water that was rather profusely used in different parts of
the nunnery. Still, I presumed that the sounds heard by Saint Ignace
must have proceeded from some devil, and I felt great dread at the
thought of visiting the cellar again. I determined to seek further
information of the terrified nun; but when I addressed her on the
subject, at recreation-time, the first opportunity I could find, she
replied, that I was always trying to make her break silence, and walked
off to another group in the room, so that I could obtain no
satisfaction.
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