'Yes; she seemed to dote on the Beauty, and when the Beauty died she
said, "My darter went wrong through me drinkin', and my son Bob went
wrong through me drinkin'; and I feel somehow that it was through my
drinkin' that I lost the Beauty; and never will you find me touch
another drop o' gin, Poll. Beer I ain't fond on, and it 'ud take a
rare swill o' beer to get up as far as Meg Gudgeon's head."'
'There ain't much fault to be found with a woman like Meg Gudgeon,'
said Sinfi. 'Was the Beauty fond o' her? She ought to ha' bin.'
'She used to call her Knocker,' said the girl. 'She seemed very fond
of her when they were together, but seemed to forget her as soon as
they were apart.'
Sinfi and I then left the house.
In Great Queen Street she took my hand as if to bid me good-bye. But
she stood and gazed at me wistfully, and I gazed at her. At last she
said,
'An' now, brother, we'll jist go across to Kingston Vale, an' see my
daddy, an' set your livin'-waggin to rights.'
'Then, Sinfi,' I said, 'you and I are once more--'
I stopped and looked at her. The fearless young Amazon and seeress,
who kept a large family of the Kaulo Camloes in awe, was supposed to
have nearly conquered the feminine weakness of tears; but she had
not. There was a chink in the Amazon's armour, and I had found it.
'Yis,' said she, nodding her head and smiling. 'You an' me's right
pals ag'in.'
As we were going I told her how I had replaced the jewel in the tomb.
'I know'd you would do it. Yis, I heer'd you telling the gravedigger
the same thing.'
'And yet,' said I bitterly, 'in spite of that and in spite of the
Golden Hand, she is dead.'
Sinfi stood silently looking at me now. Even her prodigious faith
seemed conquered.
IV
For a few days I paced with Sinfi over Wimbledon Common and Richmond
Park, The weather was now unusually brilliant for the time of year.
Sinfi would walk silently by my side.
But I could not rest with the Gypsies. I must be alone. Soon I left
the camp and returned to London, where I took a suite of rooms in a
house not far from Eaton Square--though to me London was a huge
meaningless maze of houses clustered around Primrose Court--that
horrid, fascinating, intolerable core of pain. Into my lungs poured
the hateful atmosphere of the city where Winifred had perished;
poured hot and stifling as sand-blasts of the desert. Impossible to
stay there!--for the pavement seemed actually to scorch my feet, like
the floor of a fiery furnace. To me the sun above was but the hideous
eye of Circumstance which had stared down pitilessly on that bare
head of hers, and blistered those feet.
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