Her manner was so solemn, her grand simplicity was so pathetic, that
I felt I could not urge her to do what her conscience told her was
wrong. But soon that which no persuasion of mine would have effected
the grief and disappointment expressed by my face achieved.
'Hal,' she said, 'I sometimes feel as if I'd bear the bite o' all the
Romany saps as ever wur hatched to give you a little comfort.
Besides, it's for a true Romany arter all--it's for myself quite as
much as for you that I'm a-goin' to see whether Winnie is alive or
dead. If she's dead we sha'n't see nothink, and perhaps if she's in
one o' them fits o' hern we sha'n't see nothink; but if she's alive
and herself ag'in, I believe I shall see--p'raps we shall both
see--her livin' mullo.'
She then drew the bow across the crwth. The instrument at first
seemed to chatter with her agitation. I waited in breathless
suspense. At last there came clearly from her crwth the wild air I
had already heard on Snowdon. Then the sound of the instrument ceased
save for the drone of the two bottom strings, and Sinfi's voice leapt
out and I heard the words of what she called the Welsh dukkering
gillie.
As I listened and looked over the wide-stretching panorama before me,
I felt my very flesh answering to every vibration; and when the song
stopped and I suddenly heard Sinfi call out, 'Look, brother!' I felt
that my own being, physical and mental, had passed into a new phase,
and that resistance to some mighty power governing my blood was
impossible.
'Look straight afore you, brother, and you'll see Winnie's face.
She's alive, brother, and the dukkeripen of the Golden Hand will come
true, and mine will come true. Oh, mammy, mammy!'
At first I saw nothing, but after a while two blue eyes seemed gazing
at me as through a veil of evening haze. They were looking straight
at me, those beloved eyes--they were sparkling with childish
happiness as they had sparkled through the vapours of the pool when
she walked towards me that morning on the brink of Knockers' Llyn.
Starting up and throwing up my arms, I cried, 'My darling!' The
vision vanished. Then turning round, I looked at Sinfi. She seemed
listening to a voice I could not hear--her face was pale with
emotion. I could hear her breath coming and going heavily; her bosom
rose and fell, and the necklace of coral and gold coins around her
throat trembled like a shuddering snake while she murmured, 'My
dukkeripen! Yes, mammy, I've gone ag'in you and broke my promise,
and this is the very Gorgio as you meant.'
'Call the vision back,' I said; 'play the air again, dear Sinfi.'
She sprang in front of me, and seizing one of my wrists, she gazed in
my face, and said, 'Yes, it's "dear Sinfi"! You wants dear Sinfi to
fiddle the Gorgie's livin' mullo back to you.'
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