'Don't tell you, Henry? Why, there is nothing to tell,' said she. 'As
I was walking along the sands, looking at the new tongue of land made
by the landslip, I seem to have lost consciousness.'
'And you don't know what caused this?'
'Not in the least; unless it was my anxiety and want of sleep. This
was the beginning of the long illness that I spoke of, and I seem to
have remained quite without consciousness until a few weeks ago. I
often try to make my mind bring back the circumstances under which I
lost consciousness. I throw my thoughts, so to speak, upon a wall of
darkness, and they come reeling back like waves that are dashed
against a cliff.'
'Then don't do so any more, Winnie. I know enough of such matters to
tell you confidently that you never will recall the incidents
connected with your collapse, and that the endeavour to do so is
really injurious to you. What interests me very much more is to know
the circumstances under which you came to yourself. I am dying with
impatience to know all about that.'
II
'When I came to myself,' said Winifred, 'I was in a world as new and
strange and wonderful as that in which Christopher Sly found himself
when he woke up to his new life in Shakespeare's play.'
She paused. She little thought how my flesh kindled with impatience.
'Yes, Winnie,' I said; 'you are going to tell me how, and where, and
when you were restored to life--regained your consciousness, I
mean--unless it will too deeply agitate you to tell me.'
'It would not agitate me in the least, Henry, to tell you all about
it. But it is a long story, and this seems a strange place in which
to tell it, surrounded by these glorious peaks and covered by this
roof of sunrise. But do you tell me all about yourself, all about
your illness, which seems to have been a dreadful one.'
My story, indeed! What was there in my story that I could or dare
tell her? My story would have to be all about herself, and the
tragedy of the supposed curse, and the terrible seizures from which
she had recovered, and of which she must never know. I set to work to
persuade her to tell me all she knew.
At last she yielded, and said, 'Well, I awoke as from a deep sleep,
and found myself lying on a couch, with a man's face bending over
mine. I could not help exclaiming, "Henry!'"
'Then did he resemble me?' I asked.
'Only in this--that in his eyes there was the expression which has
always appealed to me more than any other expression, whether in
human eyes or in the eyes of animals. I mean the pleading, yearning
expression of loneliness that there was in your eyes when they were
the eyes of a little, lame boy who could not get up the gangways
without me.'
'Ah, the egotism of love!' I exclaimed. 'You mean, Winnie, that
expression which my unlucky eyes had lost when we met upon the sands
after our childhood was passed.'
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