And then we both laughed together, as we laughed that afternoon in
Wilderness Road when she enunciated her theories upon the voices of
men and the voices of birds. She then stood gazing abstractedly into
a pool of water, upon which the evening lights were now falling. As I
saw her reflected in the surface of the stream, which was as smooth
as a mirror--saw her reflected there sometimes on an almost
colourless surface, sometimes amid a procession in which every colour
of the rainbow took part, I sighed. 'Why do you sigh?' said she.
I could not tell her why, for I was recalling Wilderspin's words
about her matchless beauty and its inspiring effect upon the painter
who painted it. It would indeed, as Wilderspin had said, endow
mediocrity with genius.
'Why do you sigh?' she repeated.
'Oh, if I could paint that, Winnie, if I could paint that picture in
the water.'
'And why should you not?' she said, in a dreamy way. And then a
sudden thought seemed to strike her, and she said with much energy,
'Become a painter, Henry! Become a painter! No man ever yet satisfied
a true woman who did not work--work hard at something--anything--if
not in the active affairs of life, in the world of art. My love you
must always have now--you must always have it under any
circumstances. I could not help under any circumstances giving you
love. But I fear I could not give a rich, idle man--even if he were
Henry himself--enough love to satisfy a yearning like yours.'
She bent her face again over the water, and looked at the picture.
'You have often told me that my face is beautiful, Henry, and you
know you never could make me believe it. But suppose you should be
right after all, and suppose that you were a painter, and used it for
a picture of the Spirit of Snowdon, I should then thank God for
having given me a beautiful face, for it would enable you to win your
goal. And afterwards, when its beauty had passed away, as it soon
would, I should have no further need for beauty, for my
painter-husband would, partly through me, have won.'
As we walked along, she pointed to the tubular bridge over the Menai
Straits and to the coast of Anglesey. The panorama had that
fairy-like expression which belongs so peculiarly to Welsh scenery.
Other mountainous countries in Europe are beautiful, and since that
divine walk I have become intimately acquainted with them, but for
associations romantic and poetic, there is surely no land in the
world equal to North Wales.
'Do you remember, Winnie,' I murmured, 'when you so delighted me by
exclaiming, "What a beautiful world it is!"?'
'Ah, yes,' said Winnie, 'and how I should love to paint its beauty.
The only people I really envy are painters.'
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