"I wonder," he said, "what makes you so interested in the play?"
Oh, Diary, Diary!
And just then I looked up, and the adventuress was staring in the door
at me with the meanest look on her face.
I draw a veil over the remainder of our happy hour. Suffice it to say
that he considers me exactly the type he finds most attractive, and that
he does not consider my nose too short. We had a long dispute about this.
He thinks I am wrong and says I am not an aquiline type. He says I am
romantic and of a loving disposition. Also somewhat reckless, and he
gave me good advice about doing what my family consider for my good, at
least until I come out.
But our talk was all too short, for a fat man with three rings on came
in, and sat down with us, and ordered a whiskey and soda. My blood
turned cold, for fear some one I knew would come in and see me sitting
there in a drinking party.
And my blood was right to turn cold. For, just as he had told the
manager about the arrangement I had made, and the manager said "Bully"
and raised his glass to drink to me I looked across and there was
mother's aunt, old Susan Paget, sitting near, with the most awful face
I ever saw!
I collapsed in my chair.
Dear Diary, I only remember saying, "Well, remember, ten o'clock. And
dress up like a gentleman in hard luck," and his saying: "Well, I hope
I'm a gentleman, and the hard luck's no joke," and then I went away.
And now, Dear Diary, I am in bed, and every time the telephone rings
I have a chill. And in between times I drink ice-water and sneeze. How
terrible a thing is love.
LATER: I can hardly write. Switzerland is a settled thing. Father is not
home tonight and I cannot appeal to him. Susan Paget said I was drinking
too, and mother is having the vibrator used on her spine. If I felt
better I would run away.
JANUARY 26TH. How can I write what has happened? It is so terrible.
Beresford went at ten o'clock to ask for Leila, and did not send in his
card for fear father would refuse to see him. And father thought, from
his saying that he had come to ask for something, and so on, that it
was Adrian, and threw him out. He ordered him out first, and Beresford
refused to go, and they had words, and then there was a fight. The
reporters got it, and it is in all the papers. Hannah has just brought
one in. It is headed "Manufacturer assaults Peer." Leila is in bed, and
the doctor is with her.
LATER: Adrian has disappeared. The manager has just called up, and with
shaking knees I went to the telephone. Adrian went to the mill a little
after ten, and has not been seen since.
It is in vain I protest that he has not eloped with me. It is almost
time now for the matinee and no Adrian. What shall I do?
SATURDAY, 11 P.M. Dear Diary, I have the measles. I am all broken out,
and look horrible. But what is a sickness of the body compared to the
agony of my mind? Oh, Dear Diary, to think of what has happened since
last I saw your stainless pages!
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