'Yes,' the deacon continued with as much Christian magnanimity as his
enfeebled condition would permit him to express; 'I forgive him. Freely
and on-reservedly, I forgive him. Hiram ain't bin a son to me as I
might hev anticipated. Thar was too much of his mother's family in him
altogether, I reckon. The Winthrops was never a wild lot, an' wouldn't
hev gone off paintin' pictures and goin' to Italy as that thar boy's
done, anyhow. I might hev expected that Hiram would hev stopped to home
to help me with the farm, and git things comfortable some; but thar, he
was allus one o' the idlest, sulkiest, onaccountablest boys I ever met
with, nowhar. He's gone off, foolin' around with them thar pictures, an'
I don't suppose he'll never come to any good, nohow. But I forgive him,
mister; I freely forgive him.'Tain't what one might hev looked fur
from a young man who was raised in the Hopkinsite confession, an' whose
parents were both of 'em believers; but these things do come out most
onaccountably, that they might all be damned who believed not the truth
but had pleasure in on-righteousness.'
Audouin merely bowed his head in solemn silence. The picture of the
gaunt, hard-faced old man, sitting up in bed upon his pillows in his
loneliness, and speaking thus, after his kind, of the son whom he had
alienated from him by his unsympathetic harshness, was one too dreary
for him to look at without an almost visible shudder.
'It's a mercy,' the deacon meandered on, after a short pause, gasping
for breath, 'that his poor mother didn't never live to see the worst of
it. Hiram might hev kem home, and helped me look after the farm and the
cattle; instead of which, I've had to git in hired helps, since Mis'
Winthrop died, while he was off somewhere or other painting pictures.
He's in Italy now, learnin' still, he says, when he wrote to me last; I
should hev expected he'd hev learnt the trade completely afore this,
an' be practisin' it for a livin', as anybody might expect at his age,
nat'rally. But he'll hev to come home, now, anyhow, and take to the
farm; fur of course it goes to him, mister, an' I hope now he'll give up
them thar racketty ways he's got into, and begin to settle down a bit at
last, into a decent farmer. He's no boy now, Hiram ain't, an' he ought
to be gettin' steady. I don't say I hev any complaint against you
personally, mister, on that score,' the deacon went on, shaking his head
magnanimously. 'You've led him into it, I know; but I understand you
meant it for the best, though it's turned out oncommon bad; an' I'm a
Christian man, I hope, an' I bear you no grudge for it. But what I
want you to write an' tell him's jest this. You write an' say that his
father, afore he died, freely forgave him, an' left him the farm and
fixins. In time to come, mister, I dessay that thar boy'll often regret
an' think to himself, “While my father was here, I might have made more
of him.” But it'll be a comfort to him anyhow to know that I forgave
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