A week later, Audouin had to write to Hiram, and tell him that the
deacon had passed away, and had forgiven him. 'How, my dear Hiram,'
Audouin wrote, towards the end of his letter, 'your father leaves the
farm at Muddy Creek to you; and if you take my advice, you will sell
it at once, for what it'll fetch (not much, I doubt me) and apply the
principal to paying your expenses for a year or two more at Seguin's
studio. You hold your pictorial talents in trust for the American
nation, which even now sadly needs them; and you mustn't throw away your
chances of the highest self-improvement for the sake of a little filthy
lucre, which, even if invested, would really bring you in next to
nothing. Nay, rather, to use it in studying at Rome is really to invest
it in the best possible manner; for, merely judging the result as a Wall
Street speculator would judge it, by the actual return in dollars and
cents, United States currency, your pictures will bring you in tenfold
in the end of what you spend in preparing to paint them. Though not for
money, I hope, Hiram, not for money, but for art's sake, and for the
highest final development of this our poor groping humanity, which is
still so base, take it for all in all, that I sometimes almost wonder
whether it can be really worth our while to try to do anything to
improve it.'
Yet so strangely compounded is this human nature of ours for all that,
that when Hiram Winthrop read that letter to himself in his own small
room beneath the roof of the Roman attic, he lay down upon his bed, and
cried passionately in the dusk for the poor narrow-minded old deacon;
and thought with a sort of regretful tenderness of the dim old days in
the blackberry bottom; and murmured to himself that when he was a boy he
was no doubt terribly obstinate and perverse and provoking. And now that
he was a man, must he not strive to do as Audouin told him? the one true
friend he had yet met with. And then he undressed and lay awake a long
time, with the sense of utter loneliness pressing upon his poor solitary
head more drearily than ever.
CHAPTER XXVIII. AN ART PATRON.
|The four years that passed before Gwen Howard-Russell and Lothrop
Audouin returned to Rome, were years of bright promise and quick
performance for Cohn Churchill. He hadn't been eighteen months with
Maradiano, when the master took him aside one day and said to him
kindly, 'My friend, you will only waste your time by studying with
me any longer. You must take a studio on your own account, and begin
earning a little money.'
'But where can I get one?' Colin asked.
'There is one vacant five doors off,' Maragliano answered. 'I have been
to see it, and you can have it for very little. It's so near, that I can
drop in from time to time and assist you with my advice and experience.
But indeed, Churchill, you need either very little; for I fear the time
is soon coming when the pupil is to excel the master.'
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