Great Britain -- History -- 18th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English; West Riding of Yorkshire (England) -- Fiction
“Oh, ye don’t know! Heavens o’ happiness, ye tell us, isn’t too much for
us, and see the hell o’ misery that comes instead! All the things you’re
going to do for us, you in your pride ... but the little that will fit
us, all we ask o’ ye, no, no!... Ay, ye’re away forgetting, busy and
forgetting all the time; if this turn misses o’ happiness, the next’ll
do it; and what is it that we ask in our hearts? A bite and sup, a
hearth and a babe and a kiss. I wed ye unthinking, Arthur--ay, ye know I
did--but I ha’ thought since--the time women do think, God help ’em! You
never dazzled me wi’ your talk o’ riches, never; but the little a woman
asks is too much for a man to give, it seems. I wonder what you’d ha’
thought if you’d heard Sally before she took the draught!... Courting
again, she was, with Jim, o’ spring evenings down the deans (forgive me,
lass!), and him with her hair about his neck and suchlike, and sometimes
her reckoning to be the man and toying wi’ him and kissing him here and
there, as lads kiss lasses, and all their tricks and babble.... Ay!” she
cried, excitedly, “you’ve brought it all back to me now, all that I’ve
held away for days that I might nurse and watch and tend the bairn and
be a bit o’ use!... And when they were wed, what more did she ask than
just that? Would a golden crown ha’ suited her better? Nay, nay! It’s
less we get after we’re wed. Happen men’ll know more of it i’ th’ next
world, for they know little enough i’ this.--But go your way, Arthur;
I’ve told ye mine.”
He had not once lifted his head; he did not do so now.
“I’m making my way yours, if you’ll go it with me,” he said in a low
voice.
“Ay, I don’t doubt this has shaken you all up a bit, but men soon get
over it,” she replied.
“Well, you’ve a right to say what you will, and I’ll not tell you what’s
shaken me; but, Cicely, little or much, I’m here to offer you all you
ask.”
“Then all I ask, Arthur, is that you leave me. What use am I in this
house if I begin to think? You’ve brought me another of ’em, too; then
keep away from me, lest I break down. I’ll do the best I can.”
Sad and broken-spirited, he gazed down at the cradle.
“Yes, I’ll go,” he said. “But I’d hoped you’d see in me a man you
haven’t known yet, humbled, ay, and even his body in danger. I’m no king
of Back o’ th’ Mooin now; when I’ve done what I’m going to do both sides
will hunt me. I’d hoped, too, we might help one another, you and I.”
She began to tremble. “What is it, Arthur?” she asked quickly.
“Don’t ask me, except that this is my finish with it. I’ll tell you what
it is I offer you now. All’s closing in, and they won’t stop at this;
and I offer you danger for a portion, and not so much as a roof to your
head it may be, and it may be, Cicely, just the same lot as hers
stretched on the bed yonder. But a new man goes with it, Cis----”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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