Dr. Small was friends with all of us, and there was not one among our
crowd who had not an affection and admiration for this little man whose
honesty was transparent, and whose vital nervous energy was like a fresh
wind to any company in which he found himself. It was Wickham Brand,
however, who had captured the doctor’s heart most of all, and I think I
was his “second best.” Anyhow, it was to me that he revealed his opinion
of Brand, and some of his most intimate thoughts.
“Wickham has the quality of greatness,” he said. “I don’t mean to say
he’s great now. Not at all. I think he’s fumbling and groping, not sure
of himself, afraid of his best instincts, thinking his worst may be
right. But one day he will straighten all that out and have a call as
loud as a trumpet. What I like is his moodiness and bad temper.”
“Queer taste, doctor!” I remarked. “When old Brand is in the sulks
there’s nothing doing with him. He’s like a bear with a sore ear.”
“Sure!” said Dr. Small. “That’s exactly it. He is biting his own sore
ear. I guess with him, though, it’s a sore heart. He keeps moping and
fretting and won’t let his wounds heal. That’s what makes him different
from most others, especially you English. You go through frightful
experiences and then forget them and say, ‘Funny old world, young
fellah! Come and have a drink.’ You see civilisation rocking like a boat
in a storm, but you say, in your English way, ‘Why worry?’... Wickham
worries. He wants to put things right, and make the world safer for the
next crowd. He thinks of the boys who will have to fight in the next
war--wants to save them from his agonies.”
“Yes, he’s frightfully sensitive underneath his mask of ruggedness,” I
said.
“And romantic,” said the doctor.
“Romantic?”
“Why, yes. That girl, Eileen O’Connor, churned up his heart all right.
Didn’t you see the worship in his eyes? It made me feel good.”
I laughed at the little doctor, and accused him of romanticism.
“Anyhow,” I said, more seriously. “Eileen O’Connor is not without
romance herself, and I don’t know what she wrote in that letter to Franz
von Kreuzenach, but I suspect she re-opened an episode which had best
be closed.... As for Brand, I think he’s asking for trouble of the same
kind. If he sees much of that girl Elsa I won’t answer for him. She’s
amazingly pretty, and full of charm from what Brand tells me.”
“I guess he’ll be a darned fool if he fixes up with that girl,” growled
the doctor.
“You’re inconsistent,” I said. “Are you shocked that Wickham Brand
should fall in love with a German girl?”
“Not at all, sonny,” said Dr. Small. “As a biologist I know you can’t
interfere with natural selection, and a pretty girl is an alluring
creature, whether she speaks German or Icelandic. But this girl, Elsa
von Kreuzenach, is not up to a high standard of eugenics.”
I was amused by the doctor’s scientific disapproval.
“What’s wrong with her?” I asked. “And when did you meet her?”
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